you used to love me
i know you did for you would always tell me so.
he just had to com ein and ruin everything
nothing has been the same sense. cant you see that?
we used to talk all the time, about everything
whether it was random or serious
all we do now is argue and fight.
he came in and ruined my lif.
all i want is for you to love me again.
for you to be able to trust me
and for you to protect me
and care about me
like you did so many years ago.
its all my fault you know.
i did this to us
if it werent for me being there
that horrible day, you would still love me and everything
would be normal
one day i hope you can forgive me
and love me again.
i try my hardest to make you proud,
but it seems no matter what i do its not good enough for you.
i dont get in trouble,
i get good grades,
i vonunteer.
all for you.
all so that maybe, just maybe, you
will look at me with that loving gaze of yours.
so maybe you can smile at me again.
i do my chores and cook you supper.
i watch my brother for you so you can relax.
yet nothing i do is good enough...
im sorry im not good enough for you.
hey, me again! just thought i would say thanks to all you guys who are reading and commenting it makes me so happy!
~ cat
