If we looked deeper

Chapter One: Hate

Thank you for everything. That's my last tweet,post,quote, anything. I hate life. I hate everyone in it. I hate anything and everything. This world had the nerve to do all the crap that it has to me. Bullied, bruised, mocked, broken, lonely. I left my old school last year because one of the girls tried to put me in the way of a car. A flipping car.

•Flashback•

"Awe poor Sophie, is God not going to swing from the clouds and save you?" Meredith taunted over and over again. I know God is here for me but I'm starting to doubt. She's bullied me all year. Everyone hates me. I'm an outcast. I believe in the sorcery called God was how they described it. My thoughts were interrupted by Meredith slapping me. " You won't admit your whatever God is fake?! Then fine, have fun with him!" Then it all went by too fast. The bus stop I was at was empty except Meredith and I, yet everything was so loud, fast, and crazy. The car honk, the flash of lights, the engulfing blackness, it rushed upon me. I can't see anything, I'm scared. Oh God please help me.

•End of Flashback•

It took three months till I could walk again, Meredith is in jail right now thank the Lord. Or should I? I haven't talked to anyone at my school and it started three weeks ago. But that won't matter now. The only people I truly was close to was my family. My mom and Dad. As an only child I am so close with them. Well till the reck. I'm left with nothing. Nothing at all to rely on except some stupid Aunt I have to live with. And she still has her faith. Yay. I got out of the car, thanked the driver and looked up. This might not be so bad after all. Time will only tell