So first of all I'd just like to say that im sorry i havent updated this in so long :o so here goes:)
*I'm going to write the song I listened to while writing at the beginning if you want to know haha*
*Foster the People - Houdini*
20:21
Im starting a fast, 1/24. I have to eat dinner because my mom is coming to take me out. It's my last oppurtunity to fast before the half term break so I'm making the most of it. I was supposed to do two days but as usual I fucked it up.
Today I skipped army practice because I was tired and kinda had a headache but I would have been put in a group with my crush Sam so i wish I'd gone and I'm so angry at myself :(
I have loads of homework but no I'm going to play tennis with my best friend Victoria and another guy who used to have a crush on her, Vigyat, who's a bit odd but he's fine. I kinda can't be fucked but it burns calories so wey hey I'm going.
I don't really know what else to say about today except it wasn't a great day and I'm so fckn tired and shit I just want to go to bed but I haven't done any hw so I guess I'll be up until 1 am again..
22:35
I feel so bad about myself it's unreal. I'm so stupid and fuck fuck fuckkk
