Love was always weird for You especially if someone said you will never find it......
You were always unsure with life
Your heart got broken at 16 when your boyfriend slept with your best friends yes plural friends as in more than one as in group to be exact 2 of them your bffff you couldn't breath if they weren't around..
You surprised them by going to there house earlier than you usually do you open the door and see ur best friends in bed with ur bf of 5 years your bf from when you were 11 the one you cried over, kissed,hugged, missed , called but all that went away you said I Loved You
Loved ??? He says
Yes ed as in past tense as in I don't love or care about u anymore u will and are the boy that I dated nothing more nothing less
He shouted "no Y/N I love you please don't do this to me don't do this to US
You turned around and slapped him saying ME I SHOULDN'T U AND THOSE THINGS DID THIS TO US NOT ME AND U KNOW THAT
He had tears running down his face while running after you but it was to late you had gone only if he knew....
You couldn't handle it so you started cutting yourself so bad you couldn't stop. Most of the time u couldn't get up in the mornings until one day you just didn't u closed ur eyes and u never woke up again.....
What Are Friends For...
What does LOVE mean did you not deserve it or where you not worth all the pain that came with it.
