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it can't be.
i walk closer to the monitor, my mouth gaping in shock.
it is.
he holds the title high above his head, making sure everyone knows that he's back. he is craving the crowds reaction, his confidence has never left. i sit back into my chair, deliberately avoiding turning to face aj.
i gulp. "7 months."
"the feelings." he said just above a whisper.
"are extinct." i shut my eyes and inhaled, before turning towards him. "so, you don't mention this."
"but are they?" his expression taunting me.
are they? no. the feelings are still there, but i suppress them. the silence that has appeared between us has clearly answered his question.
"then why are you denying your feelings?" this conversation was marked by a new mood of realism.
"7 months!" i stand up frustratingly. "7 months aj! during those 7 months i have lost myself. i didn't realise that him not being here would have this much of an effect on me. but i need to focus on one thing and that's winning the women's championship from charlotte. my dream that has been overtaken by my feelings but not anymore; because im putting those feelings aside." aj sighs, obviously defeated before embracing me with his arms.
"i'm sorry." i just nod. "he's back."
"i know."
"what are you going to say to him, sasha?" he questions, still tightly holding me.
unsure, i just sigh and bury my face into his shoulder.
"it's evident he didn't care as he didn't even try to text or call me once. atleast you would tell me if your okay, who even looked after him?" i realise how selfish i sound, he was injured trying to get back to the ring as fast as possible and here i am complaining about how he didn't try to contact me. but in a way it still hurt i never crossed his mind, when he was never off mine.
distraction. "he's just a distraction that is stopping me from achieving my goals."
"well that distraction, is right over there." he looked behind me, i rapidly turned as i felt my insides melt at the sight of him.
Seth Rollins.
greeting everyone one by one, everything seemed to slow down around me.
