Blue Raindrops (Poetry Collection)

When I Cry

When I cry silently at night

Because of all the wounds in my heart

I wonder if there's still a reason to live

When everything feels so bleak.

I hide my heart from anyone

I'm afraid to show it

Unless all the scars will disappear

and all the wounds will heal.

Now I'm older, everyone says their happy for me,

Happy to see I'm grown up

When the truth is 

They don't even care.

They never notice the scars in my life

The battered life I'm having

The sadness I'm succumbed in

They never see my tears when I cry.

Nights come and go

I'm feeling like I wanna go

Leave this place

Find some quietness.

But wondering if I end it all

Would that be alright?

Would that change everything

And make things clean?

Everyday I keep on

Trying to survive

Trying to live

Even if sometimes I just wanna leave.

But then I know

Someone sees me,

Someone still cares for me

There's still someone who can hear me.

Every time I cry...

I drop to my knees

I fold my hand

Let the tears flow.

I know HE hears me

I know HE sees me

I know HE loves me

He's there when I cry...

I feel HIS Hands on my shoulder

I feel HIM Carry me

I feel HIS Care, HIS Grace, HIS never ending Love

And know with Jesus I'm safe...

No need to be afraid

Cause GOD is now in my life...

no need for the tears to hide when I cry

God will wipe them all away

     and bid my wound and scars away.

I know I've already posted this in my old account (which is now deleted) but for those who haven't read it yet, I'm posting it again. This was inspired by Britt Nicole's When I Cry. You should listen to it, its one of my favorites.