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mall .

as I let  things sink in . . . I noticed . . I was just a fuck ?  all that last night ment nothing ? the kissing the biting the thrusting  that all ment nothing ?.  I opened the door . and leaned on the door way . Bryan looked at me couriuosly and worriedly .  I looked at the ground as the words came out my mouth .

"so , I was just a fuck "

I heard him sigh .  but he still didn't answer me . I clenched my fist up . and looked up .

"answer the damn question " I said

still . .  nothing . he walked up too me. as I looked up at him . he tried to grab my arm but I snatched it away .

"answer the damn question " I said threw gritted teeth .

he sigh rubbing his hand through his redish-brownish hair . he walked back to the bed and sat down . my fist UN tightened as I felt my body go numb . he took my virginty . my one prize and treasure . I can't take it back . its gone . . forever .

"louis. . . " his voice lingered in the air .  I looked up . he patted a spot next to him . I sighed and went and sat down . as I sat down I kept my head low . he tilted my chin up .

" I love you Louis , I really do . but , you can't keep doubting me if we are going to make this work . I know I took your prize. but I will always remember that moment.  it wasn't love making . I will be honest about that.  that's because we haven't got to that stage yet . trust me I plan on making love to you .  just . . . trust me , okay ? "

I nodded my head as he kissed my  lips . I looked at him again . grabbed his face a kissed him . he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. I licked his bottom lip asking for an entrance and he granted it . I laid him down as the kiss never broke. again we got interrupted

" wow . . you should really start closing your door all the way . and yess ! two hot make outs in one day ! " camrynn screamed .

I looked at Bryan and he chuckled .

" we should really start going to your house " I said

he nodded and I got up

" oooo on the way to the mall can we pick up shaelynn . please " she said

shaelynn is pretty cool girl . her swag her smile her personality . everything . if I wasn't gay I would tap that . Bryan grunted looking at me

" I don't wanna pick her up " he said

I giggled I almost forgot . thats Bryan's sister .