dating my best friend boyxboy

what to do ..

CJs pov

I watched as Bryan ran out the school . I picked up the flowers and the teddy bear and the letter  walking to the "couple" I tapped Louis on his shoulder . he turned and looked at me with hate . but I didn't care at the moment I was too pissed too . "Michael give us a moment " I said. he nodded his head slowly and walked with Marcus . "what do you want ? " Louis said with a attitude . "here . " I said handing him the stuff "what the fuck is this " "Bryan was bringing you this . he got all dressed up he wore your favorite Cologne you like on him . he wrote you that long ass letter which took weeks to think of the right wording . all for you . do you know what today is ? " I waited for a reply .. but I didn't get one . I didn't care though  .. I kept going . "you wanna know where he went ? he ran off after seeing you & Michael kiss . and when the fuck did y'all get together !?! Bryan is going crazy cause y'all have stopped talking . he's hurting . and I know you are too . deep down inside . your not the bubbly Louis I know . your not my favorite cousin Louis I grew up with . ion know you anymore and with that being said I am no longer claiming you as family . " with that I ran out the school to find Bryan .

Louis pov

of course I know what today is ..  we made 7 years as best friend and 6 months being together .. I remember everything and honestly I miss bryan . I miss his smile . his laughter . his stupidity . he bad ass attitude . everything . I still love him . I always will . and to be honest , Michael & I aren't together.. were just messing around . It all started a week ago but that's a story to tell later .. I looked at the things in my hand. I put the flowers in the locker and the teddy bear In there also . I looked at the card and opened it

Dear Louis ,
       you have know idea how much I miss you . I miss everything about you . your giggle when I kiss you , your laugh when I tickle you , your smile when I tell you "I love you " . I just don't know what to do with my self . I'm lost without you . your not only my best friend but my soul mate , my lover , my back bone , your a ride or die type of mate unlike these other hoes . "I giggled at that " yeah your laughing . I wish I could hear your laugh . I just wanna kiss you & hug you & hold you , and never let you go . I was stupid enough to cheat on somebody as special as you "my eyes began to water " I know yo sensitive ass is crying . you've probably moved on but just know what I will NEVER  give up on you .. I love you Louis .. don't forget it .. Fuck ! now imma cry .. goodbye baby boy .."
                  ~love , Bryan

oh my god ... I have to talk to Bryan . . I can't give up on him .. not now not ever .