Don't say goodbye

II

"Is it alright Kimishita senpai?", Tsukamoto asked.
"Huh its nothing!", i lied. My leg hurted so much.
"Dont lie! Youre just trying to be hero! It looks really bad!",Ubukata said. I watched the game.  Oshiba gave goal.
"Yes!!!",i jumped and fell.
"Ouch!!!!",i shouted.
"You idiot! Sit here and dont move!!! Youre injured!",Ubukata shouted madly. 
"Ok. Ok", i said.
I just want to play! I want to show everyone how good i am! I still remember how that guy said im not good enough to play with Mizuki. I want to prove he was wrong! I want to play with Mizuki!
What... What is this feeling? Am i... Am i in love? In love with Mizuki? But... But hes male? Huh... Am I fucking gay? I stared at my feet.
"Kimishita senpai put this on your ankle",Tsukamoto said and gave me bag with ice.
"Thanks Tsukamoto",i said and putted ice on my leg.
Refere declared the end of game.
"Do you need some help?", Mizuki asked.
"Yes please",i said.
"Something is wrong... Youre kind...", Mizuki smiled at me. I turned my head so he cant see i blushed.
"It hurts a lot?"he asked.
"N-no! Im okay!", i said.
I hate when im not independent. Huh... I dont like when i need help.
We came to the dressing room.
"Thanks guys for this awesome game! In five minutes we are going back to the grass to take medals and trophy and then i will give Usui the captain band.  Thanks again for winning this for me! Thanks!", then i saw tears in Mizuki's eyes. He really is sad. Huh... Hes going to become pro player! I dont see any reasons for being sad!
"I am glad i played with you guys! You are the best! Seiseki!!!! Fight!!!",he said.