Lost...

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I am lost without you.
Without the touch of your skin,
Or the butterflies deep within.

I thought I loved you,
But then I lost you.

I saw the real me.
The one you hate,
Nor could ever trust.

I'm just a fuck up.
I don't deserve love.

No one ever could love me anyway.
And that is how it is going to stay.

I will just leave,
And take all my mistakes.
I will stay away,
If that is what you say.

I just do not want any more pain,
Not from You and not from me.
Not from anybody.

Can you just not see,
It is not good to be near me.

I am a nuisance to everyone,
And I will just mess everything up.

Because that is the real me.
I will never be complete,
Because now I am lost.

And I will not go back,
No matter the cost.

Even after everything I lost.

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