(NovaHD) ☆Beyond The Same☆

A New James?

The way James yelled at Jerry I kinda felt proud of him I feel horrible for giving him those nicknames. Jerry got up puffing out his chest "what did you say asshole?" Jerry said irritation in his voice "I.Said.shut.the.fuck.up" James said "well faggot go somewhere else or just kill yourself" that was my last straw "you know what Jerry if you don't like the way James is then you won't like the way I am!" I yelled James is a part of me now. Jerry smirked "so Aleks is a little faggot too? Huh never took you the type to like guys"

I looked at everyone "Jerry it don't matter if Aleks likes James it's okay" Mark said Mark was my best friend. I gave a smirk to Jerry "so you like guys?" Jerry asked "yes and James likes me" I took a deep breath "and I love him" I said looking at James I loved every single feature of James his scent his laugh when he did of course. Jerry was getting pissed somewhat (like I knew why though) Jerry turned to James with the famous sly smirk.

"Now James why would you like a guy that use to cut himself" my heart sank that was between me and Jerry the only reason why I wear sweaters James looks at me with broken eyes and so dose the whole group. I looked down "you guys wouldn't understand" I said shrugging my shoulders James took my chin to make me look up, he had a sad smile "then make us understand" I took a deep breath "my dad he....." I trailed of mumbling things to myself  I need to just say it "he...abused me for 6 years" people had shock on there faces Jerry too "Somedays I yearned for when he would just kill me"

No one knew what to say to me just stood there I didn't tell James everything "my mom came yesterday" I took a deep breath "she wants me to go but she lives all the way in D.C" I could just see the cringe on James' face I had a little sob come out. Someone grabbed me "I'm so so sorry, Aleks" James said with the slightest of sadness in his voice I had only met this boy a day or two ago and he has already made a place in my life. I hugged back the bus coming to a stop to one of James' friends that well.....dislikes me "heya! James" Joe said with a bright smile on his face with confusion filled it "J-James?" Joe said I smiled and put out my hand "hi, Joe" I said trying to lighten up the mood he looked at James then me "hi" he said coldly. I needed James of what was like poetry to calm me down why? because I love it just so.....warming "umm so James" I turned around to James it seemed as if all confidence drained from his body becoming shy and quiet and cute.

he nodded turning back to his old self "I-" I was cut of by the bus stopping at the school we all got of the big yellow bus and I saw Joe send me a glare a glare I knew all to well it said 'hurt him I will fucking destroy you got it?' I nodded I took a hold of James' hand scared almost. he took a hold of my hand aswell I looked at him a smile it hide all my deepest secrets that no one will know.

We got into school twenty minutes before it started so now I have to meet 90% of James' friends that hate me. I walked over to his group "hey James" a taller boy said "Aleks?" He said I waved "I'm Trevor" the boy got a bright light in his eyes seeing me I don't know why he was so excited.

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I'm sorry this is short just all over the place rn sorry