drug ㅡ j.h

drug

chapter 3

dear diary,

hobi doesnt much have hope in him when he was a kid, when we were little kids until we were like 14.

but now.. he's so.. hopeful and bright. he always put up a smile now a days.

is it because of me? I remember one time in grade 2..

hoseok groaned as he saw it was raining. "what's wrong?" jin-he asked. "it's raining." he whined. "what's wrong with it?" she asked.

"I don't have an umbrella" he said rummaging through his bag. jin-he sighed as she knew she didn't had an umbrella with her too.

"let's wait for the rain to stop" she suggested. hoseok's eyebrows knitted with a 'are you crazy?' look. "what? it's not bad to wait right?"

"I hope you're right.." hoseok groaned and sat on a bench. "I'm positive!"

he was such a big baby that time. afraid that his clothes and shoes would get wet. oh, i miss him already.

there was so many moments where hobi was negativr and closed minded. I don't mind, he just jeeded to adjust is all.

but in grade 4, I was scared that I would get a failing grade because I guessed all the answers. hobi smiled at me and said that ill be okay and ill pass.

"dont worry, im sure you did okay"

I doubted but believed in him. hoped that I passed.

and when the papers were given, I passed.

and since then, hes been so hopeful and he wss the one cheering me up. i put up an act to let him know im okay. but he saw through me.

time passed and my heart beated faster and faster and I feel this warm feeling in my heart anf soon I realized..

im in love aren't i?

I'm sorry, hobi..