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“Thursday, I
Don’t’ care
About you.”
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I didn't even want to move out of my bed today. There's no reason to anymore. Zara is ignoring me, she doesn't like me, she hates me. What's the point of going to school if she's just going to ignore and mock me?
But I forced myself to get up, throwing on a Blink tee and some black skinnies. Normal outfit for a normal day. That's all it's going to be, a normal day, just with one difference that I've grown used to for the past three days: no Zara.
I've tried to figure out why all of the sudden she hates me, but I just can't do it. Last week, we were totally fine, we were those best friends that hated each other but loved each other more. But now she really hates me, not the way we used to hate each other. I just hope one day she comes through.
What makes me even me even more angry is that Michael and Luke are keeping something from me , I can feel it. They know something about Zara I don't. And it aggravates me, they know that Zara's my best friend and they also know that I love her, yet they're keeping something from me about her. I can't piece it together and it makes my head hurt.
However, no matter how much I pleaded, my mum made me go to school, since I wasn't sick or dying, but I felt like I was already both.
Later that morning, as I walked to my locker, I saw Zara. She wasn't alone. Standing right next to her, were Michael and Luke. They were whispering back and forth, Zara stuffing books and things in her locker, and then she slammed it closed, turning around to face the two boys. She leaned her back and head against the locker, running a hand through her hair, leaving it so it covered her face. She whisper yelled something to the two boys, then almost seemed like she was going to cry, which was bizarre, since the only time I had ever seen Zara Young cry was when this asshole kid Ben cheated on her sophomore year, and she came to my house uninvited, and just cried. And the whole night she cried, cuddled into my chest, and I sat there, trying to comfort her.
"Hey, hey, chin up," I said to her, looking straight into her eyes. "Don't cry, don't cry, alright? He's an asshole, you deserve so much better than him."
She didn't cry the rest of the night, and she fell asleep next to me, and that's the night I realized I loved her.
Zara looked over to me for a split second, turned back to the guys, said something quickly to them, and then ran away, her combat boots tapping along the floor.
I stormed over to the guys quite angerily, looking at them both in the eye.
"What the hell was that?" I said.
Luke sighed, Michael bit his lip, they were both thinking of something to say.
"So why can you guys talk to Zara but I can't?" I said, sighing.
"I-I," Luke stumbled over his words, looking to Michael quickly who was looking at his feet.
"Just wait until tomorrow," Michael said simply, grabbing Luke by the arm and walking away from me.
Tomorrow? What's so special about tomorrow? It's a Friday, nothing else.
But it was more than just a Friday.
late update lmAo oops
im gonna update twice today !!!
