When you childhood can effect you for the rest of your life,you know your screwed.
I was watching videos ,when I came across this one.
"How to recognise anxiety disorders in children/teenagers"
Eight disorders were listed
General anxiety disorder
Panic disorder
separation anxiety disorders
Mutism
Phobias
PTSD
OCD
And a disorders in which you strive to prove yourself to people for their approval.
People will be like everyone gets a little scared in public.I have a way of organising my pens.I hate this or that because of something that happened in my childhood.Oh!I hate snakes ,insects bugs etc.
That my friends in not a disorder.
A disorder by definition, is a physical or mental state that is irration and not healthy.
I'm not healthy.I get panick attacks,were flashbacks of the abuse pops into my mind and I forget how to breath.I have had about 15 panic attacks in about 1 year.When in was little it was at least 5 a week.I can't answer questions in class and I can't speak-literally cannot speak to new or unfamiliar people. I haven't slept over at someone's house since be for the divorce.5 years.When I'm stressed I spring clean my room-spotless.I have a extreme germ phobia very if I touch or hug another person I immediately wash my hands then use hand sanitizer. I have night mares of those events constantly.I randomly lash out and get frustrated and panicky very quickly.
That's 7 out of 8.
You decide,is that healthy?
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STORY OF MY LIFE
RandomAs I prayed for the pain to end I kept asking one question.. Why is human nature such a horror? ------------------------ No wonder there are crazies in the world,they just can't stop thinking... ____________________________________________________...
