v hung his head inn shame as he started telling his friend the truth "ever seince she died....ive just been thinking how useless i was....i wasent able to help her...i ended up making things worse...i ended up getting people hurt....or with emotional scars which ill never heal...this is all just my fault..." v said quietly in a voice full of guilt and regret as he held his head in his hands, on the other hand jumin was filled with rage as he listened to his dear friend blame himself for things he didnt do .
"...it should have been me..." v said quietly "what?" jumin asked as he wanted to make sure his ears warent fooling him "I-it should have been me...i should have been in her place ....i should have fotten shot not her...." there was a long silence, as jumin tried his best to keep his cool. but then his teal haired friend said something that made him snap "...i deserved it more..."
jumin grabbed v by the shoulders suddently, which made v get starteled "ju-" "no! no one deserves to die! especially you! you are so unbelievably important to me...hearing you talk like that just lights a fire in me...listening to you just blame yourself for everything that happened...when its NOT your fault!" v tried wiggling free from jumins grasp but jumin just gripped his shoulders tighter as he looked down " please....dont say that you deserve to die...because knowing youre on this world, flashing your soft smiles...and saying your poetic but cheesy quotes to people....or always just trying your best to help, even in your current state...all of that and more just makes me so happy..." jumin looked up as he saw v with puffy red cheeks and a few tears rolling down his face.
((i would make this chapter longer but im exhausted ....))
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Destiny
Fanfiction((AU where saeran shoots Rika insted on V)) after Rika's funeral everything changed, especially V...and despite him saying everything was fine, someone defenetly noticed something was wrong
