And All These Little Things

well, shit.

Amber's P.O.V

Zayn texted me to head back to his house for a little bit, he says he needs to talk to me. I don't think it could be anything bad, I mean we just started going out, cant be any drama already, can it? I hopped in my car, driving over. I passed Louis' car while driving, and laughed at him not seeing me. I cranked up my radio-god. Who says cranked? I'm such a loser haha. Anyways, All That Matters by Justin Bieber came on, which is my jam so I sang loudly.

(a/n: the next stuff is just the lyrics to All That Matters so yeah ahha)

Oh oh, just as sure as the stars in the sky

I need you to show me the light

Not just for the meanwhile

for a long long time

Better believe it

Oh oh, whenever you're not in my presence

It feels like I'm missing my blessings, yeah

So I sleep through the daylight

stay awake all night

'Til you're back again, oh, yeah, yeah

You think I'm biased

To my significant other

You hit it right on the head

Only been missing my lover

Got a whole lotta texts on my phone and I don't reply

The next eight bars tell you why

You're all that matters to me, yeah, yeah,

Ain't worried about nobody else

If it ain't you, I ain't myself

You make me complete

You're all that matters to me, yeah, yeah,

What's a king bed without a queen

There ain't no "I" in team

To make me complete

You're all that matters to me

Take the gas out the car it won't drive

That's how I feel when you're not by my side

When I wake up in the morning up under you, and only you

Oh oh, grateful for your existence

Faithful no matter the distance

You're the only girl I see

From the bottom of my heart, please believe

You're all that matters to me, yeah, yeah,

Ain't worried about nobody else

If it ain't you, I ain't myself

You make me complete

You're all that matters to me, yeah, yeah,

What's a king bed without a queen

There ain't no "I" in team

To make me complete

You're all that matters to me

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

You're all that matters to me

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

You're all that matters to me

By the time the song was over, I arrived to Zayn's. Slowly, I walked up to his front door, I was kinda scared. My heart was throbbing because I honestly didn't know if this was a good talk or bad. He opened the door before I even got to knock. His eyes were watering, why though?

"Zayn? What's wrong?" I asked, grabbing his hand. He pulled back. Wow, that hurt.

"Come in, please." He didn't even look me in the eye, he just gestured me to sit on his crème colored couch, and he followed.

"You're breaking up with me," I knew it.

"Amber, I love you. But, I have to. I hurt someone very close to me, and I wanna make this right again. I'm so sorry. You will understand sometime soon, or later. Trust me, this is hard for me, very hard. But, this is for our own good." He sighed, finally looking into my now teary eyes.

"Zayn I don't understand, why? What are you talking about, you hurt someone? By dating me? Who?" I questioned, getting even more flustered and light headed from silently crying.

"You'll find out later. I'm so sorry." A tear fell down his cheek, and some more followed. He pulled me up, wiped my tears, and kissed my cheek.

"I, I don't get it, why? Why me." I whispered. He hugged me.

"I'm sorry Amber I really am. You will understand soon I promise. I love you. Talk to you later." He pushed me out the door, lightly though.

"So this is it? We are just done? Just like that?" I cried. He was the only one that helped me, and made me feel loved, and now its just over?

"I'm sorry," he cried, "you better head home. Cya." He shut the door slowly. I screamed, and jogged to my car, crying.

I just really don't understand.

Who did he hurt?

When will I understand?

What does he need to make right?

Does someone else he knows loves me?

But who?

Agh I hate life right now.

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Damn, I will try to update this more often because I never do. Sorry to whoever is reading.

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-amber