Last chapter fuck
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Diana
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It always occurred to me that I would die in the hands of him. It was like he had me under his spell. There was so many things I wanted to do: Go on a pinic date, play seven different instruments, paint a whole house, get married, have kids, grow old and then die. Not now. I'm too young.
My mind wandered off to Harry and the boys again. I wondered if they knew I was here tied up, in the cold whilst their inside having fun. They probably were apart of this plan, working for Steve and wanted me to die.
They wouldn't want me dead, would they?
Yes they would.
No they wouldn't.
Yes they would. Stop lying to yourself.
No they don't. They care about me.
If they cared about you so much, then why aren't they here?
My thoughts had a point. If they did care about me, they would be here. And there not. I actually thought someone liked me for once, but im always wrong. If only I hadn't run away, or been so bitchy for him to kick me out the house. If only I didn't work at the cafe where I met Harry.
I shook bad thoughts out of my head, because I still tried to think positive. They still cared about me.
They all told me they did.
What if they lied though?
I should've just listened to what everyone told me. At school, on twitter, Nikki.
"Go kill yourself bitch, or I will do it for you"
"Kill yourself, it will be a pleasure not to see your face again"
"Please just get out of this world"
Why would someone even want to have someone like me?
A tear slipped out my left eye as I saw bright yellow lights ahead of me.
Goodbye Liam.
Remember to think of me when your watching toy story.
Goodbye Niall.
I wish I had ate all the food you gave me
Goodbye Zayn.
You put a smile on my face, when I was down.
Goodbye Louis.
Make sure I am wearing something nice at my funeral. If you care enough to show up.
GoodBye Harry.
Even though all the shit you put me through, I still will love you. You were the best that ever happened to me.
"Forever Young, Diana." I muttered to myself. "You just lived forever young."
Harry
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"Harry, mate. Wake up. Now" Zayn's voice rang through my ears. I groaned but quickly opened my eyes, not expecting my surroundings.
"What the hell? Where are we?" I mumbled.
Zayn shrugged. "On a train. That man must of really not thought this out because, apparently this train takes us to London"
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Diana {Harry Styles}
Fanfiction{completed and edited} Diana was anything but fine. Her life has been a mess, she he got parents who have never cared and abused in all terms. All through her childhood been bullied, her suicidal attempts have almost worked but never seemed enough...
