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Diana-
The car ride home was as silent as always, and when I got in, it felt even more awkward. Louis stormed off when we came inside.
It's obviously because your back and he doesn't like you.
Why can't they go go away?!
Because they are true.
I sighed and went into the Kitchen wear I was about to grab a biscuit but stopped. I've already had a bucket of candy floss today, there must of been so many calories in that, I can't even imagine.
"You gonna eat that?" A voice came from behind me making me jump slightly. Turning around, it was Niall who was staring at the oreo. I shook my head and he snatched it away and ate it. "Thanks" He grinned and walked away, and went upstairs.
My feet started to walk back into the living room, where most of the boys were. Liam was on his laptop and the other boys were crowding round it. They were also talking so i'm guessing they were doing a Twitcam.
"Hey Diana! Come and say hi,"Harry smiled at me. I nodded and walked over and looked at the webcam.
"Hellooo," I half smiled waving slightly at the camera.
"Guys," Liam Started. "This is Diana, she is going to be staying with us for a while because she has no where else to stay. She has become a friend,"
I looked down at the comments and just about every one was awful.
"Ew she's so ugly."
"Charity Case."
"She's so fat, have you seen her?"
"They don't even like her"
"I bet she's already out with them all!"
"SLUT!"
"WHORE!"
"Yuck, she's really ugly."
"I should be with them."
"Fat!"
"Look at what she's wearing, ew ew ew."
"A big fat UGLY! Sorry not Sorry."
They get coming and coming until I couldn't handle it no more. I ran out the room tears pouring down my face and upstairs. I ran passed a confused Niall, and slammed my bedroom door shut, locking it.
What have I done to them? I knew staying with these boys was a bad idea.
My hands began to tremble as I walked in to the en suite looking at my self in the reflection. The mascara that I had previously worn, had run down my cheeks making me look like a panda, my eyes were becoming puffy.
It was true.
I was:
Ugly
Fat
Charity Case
Slut
Whore
Why is it always me?
Something caught my eyes, in the distance next to the shower. My old friend, Mr. Razor. I walked over it, hearing the boys yelling and banging on the bedroom door, trying not to make much noise. Not that it would make any difference.
The blades of the razor were sharp to touch with my finger tips, and I know I would regret the next thing I was doing.
My eyes closed, and as I felt the razor touch my skin a thud suddenly came to the ground. I opened my eyes, and soon enough that one boy was stood there in front of my eyes. Except, he wasn't looking at my eyes, he was looking at my arm- which wasn't cut.
"Diana," His voice was dry and he dropped his phone out of his hand, in shock of what I was going to do. "I-"
I didn't know what to say. How could I be so selfish? I dropped the razor and started crying. Warm arms wrapped around me, engulfing me in a hug. A hug that I needed- craved. "I'm sorry"
Harry got up and shook his head and helped me up on to my feet. "You've got nothing to be sorry for, Diana. If anything, I should be sorry. My fans should have never said them things."
"Its not your fault, you can't control them" I sniffed looking at him.
"Look in the mirror" Harry stated.
"Huh?" I was confused, he didn't make any sense.
"I said, turn your body and face the mirror" He explained more, even though I probably should have got him the first time. I turned my body to face the mirror and waited for his next instruction.
"Tell yourself your beautiful, and that your not fat nor a charity case." He slowly spoke.
This was impossible, my mouth couldn't speak all those lies.
"You can do it, slowly."
My mouth opened, but no words came out. My face was blank and emotionless.
"Hey," Harry shushed pulling me into a hug. " I'm not telling you to get over it, I'm going to help you through it,"
That's when I felt a warm, tingling sensation on my lips and Harry's head close to mine.
I suddenly pushed him away from him, and ran as far away as I could.
Harry Styles just kissed me.
And I kissed back.
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{Mega edited: 22/12/14 - I basically re- wrote a whole chapter oops, but not changing the plot.}
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Fanfiction{completed and edited} Diana was anything but fine. Her life has been a mess, she he got parents who have never cared and abused in all terms. All through her childhood been bullied, her suicidal attempts have almost worked but never seemed enough...
