The Peak Of Love

Moving On

Ummu Salmah
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Mama: Hba Salmah, What is wrong with you? Why are you hurting yourself like this? You know I can't bear to see you in pain.

Salmah: Mama you don't know what am going through, I believe that your past will haunt you but not in this way.

Mama: My child , it has been twelve years since that incident occoured. Why can't you forget about your past and move on with your life?

Salmah: Mama you don't understand me and you will never understand, I hate to look at myself at the mirror, it makes me see my self as a worthless and useless girl.

Mama: shhhh, don't ever say that Salmah. You know that you you mean the whole world to me and I see the world through your eyes. Don't ever give hope, i trust you and i know you can still pick up the broken pieces of your life and fix them back. Just have Faith in your Lord, Allah (S.W.T) and every thing would be fine. In Sha Allah.

Salmah: Thank you so much mama, your words of encouragement really lightened my mood. You are the best mama. I love you so much mama.

Mama: I love you more baby.

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The Past
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That particular incident that happened twelve years ago brought about many changes in my family. Back then, Baba cared only about his social status and his wealth. He also had an affluent status in the society, so he couldn't let his image be tarnished because of me. He disowned me right that instant and he went on telling most of his friends and relatives that I was not his blood and I was also adopted. He also added that mama was barren that is why they adopted me and decided to keep me as their child. He also sent me out of house that very day that incident happened. Mama was so shocked when she heard the News of baba's action so she asked for a divorce and Baba Shamelessly agreed. The whole society started spreading the rumour all over that mama was barren and I was adopted. Mama couldn't bear the pain and frustration so we relocated to India, every since then we have been staying in Indian, Mama didn't get married again and she servered all ties with her family members. Mama did all this only because if me, she never got tired of me and that is why she will always remain my number one. I later heard that Baba got married to a new wife and she gave him three children. At first, I became rude, heartless, and I isolated my self from people but there was one person who saved my life and changed me a little bit and that person is no other person than my mother 'Mama'

Back To The Present
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I met a guy about six months ago, we began as friends until we moved from friendship zone to lovers. He started talking about marriage, he actually proposed to me but I refused to accept. He then asked me why I refused to accept his proposal if I really loved him, I had to tell him about my horrible past, the darkest and most biggest secret in my whole life. I thought my finance was a different guy, if he really loves me he will never leave me but alas all my perspectives about him was wrong. He was worst than all other guys I knew , right at that instance, he changed his attitude towards me completely,he insulted the hell out of my life and all I could do was to watch him insult me and let the tears flow down. Each time i remember all the horrible moments of my life, I feel like running away and wiping my self out of the face of the earth. I had always been a strong girl but today I lost Faith and picked up a razor blade and stared cutting some parts of my body, I kept on cutting It until mama came to my room and saw me in a bad state. She wanted to slap me at that instant but she came to realise that it was not my fault but it was because I was frustrated. She called the doctor Immediately and he came to our house and treated me. It was after I regained consciousness that mama came to my room to have a mother to daughter conversation with me. I must say mama words made me have Faith in myself once again. I decided to be a changed Salmah and start living my life right from where I stopped but the changed Salmah left something behind in her past life, she left her "Heart" I locked my heart permanently and threw the keys into the deepest part of the jungle where no one would ever be able to find it.

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