Raura story- Im sorry..

Chapter 1

Im sorry 

Raura Fanfiction  

Ross' pov 

-last day of Austin and Ally- 

I walked in to set, slowly, it looked like i was the first to arrive, i walked into my dressing room, i gathered some of my stuff and put it into a plastic box. I put the cover over the box and placed it near the door. I sat down and just thought what life would be like with out Austin and Ally..It seems like Ive known Calum, Raini, and Laura my whole life.. I hope we still talk and stuff.. Well, truth is, I'm happy about being separated from Laura... We argue a lot and its just too hard. I used to like her, love her actually. At first it was cute fights, like married couples, now it gets serious. Suddenly i heard someone walking in the hallway, i came out of my dressing room and sure enough, it was Laura.. I looked down. Just a few days ago we had a big fight about how she thought i was becoming a jerk! If anything, she's the mean one. She criticizes me to much.  

"Hi Ross....." She said, sadly 

"Hi." 

"Ross, look, lets not make today awkward. I know were not meant to be friends, but lets just pretend we are, for Raini and Calum's sake, i know they hate to see us fight."  

"Fine."  

"And ross?" 

"What." 

"Please.. Just.. Act nice."  

"What the hell does that mean?"  

"Ross, thats the kind of thing I'm talking about, don't curse"  

"Cursing? Thats the thing you hate me for?" 

"i don't hate you."  

"Sure you don't." 

"Ross i don't! Don't put words into my mouth! I lo-"  

"Why shouldn't you hate me? I HATE YOU!" i opened the door to my dressing room furiously, walked in, and slammed the door. I suddenly regretted saying that.. I was too scared to apologize so i just stayed locked up in my dressing room. 

Laura's pov  

I put my hands over my face. I closed my eyes tightly as I forced the urge to cry. I took away my hands from my face and opened my eyes. I saw Raini standing at the end of the hallway. I sighed  

"Did you see that Raini?" I asked 

"Well most of it.. Ross mad at you again?"  

"Yeah.. i was trying to prevent another fight but, it just started again." 

Raini looked down.  

"You two used to be so close" she said 

"Well things have changed now.. I wish they hadn't but thats life isn't it?"  

"Ugh, i don't know. Im gonna start packing my stuff, I'll be in my dressing room." Raini said 

"Alright.." I said as i walked in to my dressing room. I opened up the closet and i saw my diary, i opened up to the first day,  

-diary entry- 

Dear diary,  

Today is my first day of filming Austin and Ally! I cant believe I actually got the part! I am so blessed! Its so awesome here! My costars are so nice! Especially ross, he seems special, i feel like he's been my friend forever yet we've only been friends for a day. Plus i kinda have a tiny crush on him..! Well i have to go!  

-laura  

-end of entry-  

I threw the book across the room, i felt a tear roll down my cheek. Everything was so happy back then, now everything is terrible. Before i knew it i was sobbing i burried my head into my hands and i couldn't stop crying, i cried and cried and cried. I started to feel light headed, sick even. I felt so alone. No one was there. No one was even worried i was still in my dressing room. Then everything started getting black i felt my muscles get weaker and my skin get paler. How could one diary entry cause so much trouble? I tried taking a deep breath nothing was working. But then all the memories came back, the nice ones and the sad ones, in heard ross' voice in my head "I HATE YOU" I just kept crying. Until I fainted from all the short breaths, everything went black. 

Ross' pov. 

I walked out of my dressing room to see Raini and Calum outside Laura's dressing room knocking on the door.  

"Shes not answering!" Raini shouted 

"Laura is there something wrong?!" Calum shouted  

I sighed  

"Laura! I don't hate you! Im sorry i was just mad!" I shouted 

No one answered  

"LAURA?!" I shouted  

Now it was getting serious. I don't know why she wouldn't answer by now. We were all pounding on the door.  

"LAURA, OPEN IT!" I screamed 

Raini tried to unlock it, but nothing worked. 

"I'LL GO SEE IF ANYONE HAS AN EXTRA KEY!" Calum said, running off 

I closed my eyes tightly and my hands were in fists. I WAS SO STUPID! What if she killed her self? Shes not a bad person, not at all! She doesn't deserve this! 

Calum ran back with keys 

"HERE!" He threw them to me and i opened the door, i saw a diary right near the door and Laura laying on the ground with her eyes closed 

"LAURA!" I kneeled down and tears filled my eyes. 

All the good memories i had with her came to mind.  

"Im sorry.. Laura..." I said as i started to cry. I turned to calum.  

"GET A DOCTOR! SHES NOT WAKING UP!"  

"GOT IT!" He said as he whipped out his cell phone and called 911  

"Laura don't leave me! DONT LEAVE ME!" I shouted  

"LAURA! LAURA!!!" I shouted. 

Everything was my fault. If i just was nice to her, she would have been fine. She would have been smiling and laughing, she would have been happy.