The Last Cinderella

Forest

Kim POV :

     I couldn't bear the watch them kiss it hurt me. I mean he just got his first kiss with me now some hoe is trying to shove her tongue down his throat like are you serious right in front of me. Was Ryan trying to warn me , its his first party. Tears fill my eyes and run down my cheek i grab my bike and head to a pond near by. I notice a boyish figure sitting on a bench.
        Ryan. "W-What are you doing here" i sniffled. "The real question is why are you crying" he said. "I asked first" i said. He seemed super sober then he is normally. "Ok because Im tired of the party" he said. Yeah right he's a flipping stalker. "Well.... Jackson....was kissing some hoe" I said. "Ok and Que the i told you so" he said. Ugh he's full of it."Wanna go swimming" he said. Is he out of his mind hell nah. Wait im starting to turn into a nerdy Jackson"Yeah, Fuck it" I said I pulled off my clothes leaving on my bathing suit. ( Always come prepared I once had to find a body under water in my underwear ew)" wtf" he said. "You brought a bathing suit" he said laughed. "You never know" he jumped in the water then me. 
          He tried to grab me but I splashed him. Then he splashed me back then it was war. He started swimming towards me then I started freaking out and had a panic attack. And i ended up on his shoulders. Then the air filled with laughter. After about an hour we decided to get out. And dry off.
         " Kim why do you think I warned you" he said. " Because I thought you were being a douche" I said I really did. "Well I wasn't" he said getting angry. "Im sorry. Shit  I just remembered I left my bracelet there" I said. Damn it was my grandmas before she passed away. " So" he said this little boy thinks this is a bracelet no boo this is a bracelet. "I gotta go back for it" i said. "A stupid bracelet really" he said imma cut him. " It was my grandmas its the only thing keeping me sain" i said. It is because when im mad that reminds me of my beloved grandma. It stops me from self harm.
            I got on my bike and rode off. My God i dont dont wanna see this kid. I mean i was just looking at his reflection of a brother but theres a difference really there is.
             Im here at this hell hole. I walk in to see almost nothing but people drunk. My God this is sad. I enter the room to see a Becky swallowing Jackson whole and little miss Stephanie on his lap. These whores. "Hope you dont choke" I said walking past them to see where my bracelet is. Its sadly not there. "Kim!!!!" He yells I just leave.
              Im done with him. One minute he is a nerd and loves you next minute he's a hot sexy guy and ready to turn into a fuckboy . Why do I even feel this way towards a nerd aren't I in love with Ben. Because Ben would never betray me unlike Jackson. But the bad part is that he's fake dating Aniya and theres no loopholes for that. Damn why is my life so ass.
           "Sorry you had to see that and your bracelet wasn't even there" said Ryan. "Im okay" I said. "No its not fair I warned his ass" he started to get angry "Whatever he could go fuck himself" I said. Or one of those skanks."Want me too drop you at your house" he said. "Nah im good I have my bike" I said. "Well I have Jacksons" he slightly laughed. I really didn't wanna go home I mean we are in a moving city how about we go make trouble. " Ok c'mon go get his bike and ill show you somewhere cool" i said.
          "Ok so where are we going" he said. "Uhh......well I dont actually know" I said. Im being honest. "You wanna go smoke some weed" he said with a cheeky face."Uh...maybe.....no" I said. "How 'bout watch Netflix and talk" he said. Im not a FUCKKING one night stand. "I not a one night stand Ryan 'trying to get up in all of this" I whispered the last part raising my eyebrows up and down. "No I mean on our phones, lets go find some woods " he said riding off. He reminds me of the old me the one who wasn't afraid of anything, who took risks, who didn't fall in love with a nerd.
             "What you wanna watch" I said. I knew what he was thinking when I seen his smirk." Maybe ill pick" I said. You nasty little bastard. "How about a friendly movie like Hunger Games" I said. "Sure" he said. He put it on his i-pad that he had in the car. And he said I was weirdly prepared. He also had a blanket in his car. I mean Im not shocked. Right
           "So why my brother why him" he asked. I dont actually know maybe it was his nervousness towards me. Maybe it was the butterfly's he put in my stomach when he came around me, or the time I fell asleep in his arms while he was rocking me back and forth. I fell in love with everything about him thats why im so hurt now. "I dont really know" I said. I know exactly why. "So you dated my brother to mess with me" he said. No. "No I would never date someone to get back at someone" I said. Its the truth I would never."Well if you ever need anything whether im in a mid life crises call me" he said. I will be taking advantage of that.  "Thanks for the offer but I should really be getting home now what time is it" I said. I took out my phone to read 3:26. " Three in the morning WHAT THE HELL" I yelled my thoughts. " Ill take you home" he said getting up I did the same. They 're suppose to get back tomorrow , well today. We grab everything.
       I grabbed my bike from his trunk. "Thanks" I said." For what" Ryan said. "Everything Ryan, everything" I said. I waited for him the pull off. Then I went inside. "Oh so you come back with the bad boy I see" said Aniya. "Your still up" I said. " I could say the same for you" she said giving me a disapproving look. "Jackson came by" she said. "WHAT" I yelled. "Yeah he said something about your bracelet or whatever, and that he's sorry but he never said why he was sorry" Aniya said. "Ok" I said. "What happened why did you comeback with his brother or" asked Aniya. "Nothing get out of my business" I said walking up to my room.
         As I got up there my thoughts focused on the thoughts of dyeing. I took a pocket knife from my desk drawer. I pressed it against my arm. I felt relived. The red was such a soothing color for me to see like a weight has been lifted. But I still feel unsatisfied. Maybe it was my time to die. To go with my parents so we could one happy dead family. Nobody wants me on this earth. Not my foster parents. Not Jackson. Ryan doesnt even care. Aniya is pretending because she's still dating Ben. Nobody wants me here. Not even me. And at that I slit my throat.