I...don't really know what to say right now...I'm so confused that it hurts my head just thinking about it. To others it may seem like it's nothing and I'm just exaggerating but...Why? That my question, why? Do you want to be with me or not? Please, please, tell me what's your answer. I'm tired of the mind rape. You treat me harshly over the internet, brushing me off like dust and saying hurtful words, acting like I'm an unimportant and annoying aspect that you are trying to get rid of. Then, when we meet the next day in flesh you act like nothing happened, Like you never said anything to hurt me. I doubt you even knew your words were like knives to the soul. Hidng behind a mask is my specialty. I don't let my feelings show and I fix the cracks as fast as they come. But just because I don't show doesn't mean I don't have. I'm a living being just like you. Don't treat me like a doll just because I seem like one. Pinch me and like any normal person you'll hear an "Ow!" coming from me. You say you have problems but I'll let you in on a secret: EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS. Don't act like you're the only one with them. I don't treat you different when I have my problems. Do the same for me, thank you. But for now, until you answer my question, when you call you'll just reach my voicemail and just like Little Mix it'll say: " Hey, How you doin'? Sorry you can't get though. Why don't you leave a, name, and your number, and I'll get back to you~ " Love,
Anjerika ( who is walking off singing Little Mix )
