Was it meant to be?

Chapter 1 - sad moment

[6 months has passed by now]

Thursday - April 7

Jungkook POV:
"Come on Jungkook cheer up" Jin said as he look at me. I didn't bother showing a smile on my face after my heart got broken.

I just ignored him and continue eating my dinner "stop being so stupid over one girl kookie! There's other girls out in the world" Suga said.

"That's it!" I yelled and slammed my hands down as I stood up off my chair "y'all will never understand! So just back off" I yelled before going to my room and lock the door.

I flop onto the bed as I felt tears wanting to come out "they just don't understand" I mumble as I buried my face in my pillow.

I thought we were so perfect

I laid there thinking of our past together

~"What brings you here?"~

Was I meant to be kidnapped there to meet her? Was we meant to be?

~"What is it that you don't like about me?"~

"Right now I love everything about you" I mumble to myself as if I could answer her. Then I sat up.

~In seconds I was underneath Tatiana and she lean in to kiss me for the first time~

I brushed my thumb against my lips as I remember she was my first kisser. Then I grab hold of my shirt against my chest.

~I felt my heart skipped when she got closer to me than we had ever been before~

~"what you doing out here?" I asked "enjoying nature" she answered~

I stood up and walked to the window as I continue on flashing back to the past.

~"Hulk is better than iron man" she said "in your dreams!" I said "my dream came true than"~

"Dream on baby girl" I said as I giggled from that moment. But yet I missed having her around.

"It's okay" she said as she forced a smile on her face

"It's not okay" I said as tears start to come down again and I tried to whipped them away.

~what was you thinking kookie!? You can't fall in love with a prostitute!~

"Why can't it work" I cried out "why does love hurt so bad like this" I mumble as I slam my hand on the wall.

~"There is a reason why she was chosen"
"Tatiana is a sweet beautiful girl, you can easily fall in love with"~

I fell in love too deep for her than "I can't just forget about her" I sigh and looked up at the ceiling.

~"I miss cuddling up with you too, even if it was only one night we haven't slept together"~

"If we can't go a day without each other, than you must know how hard it is on my side without you for 6 months by now" I said and stared at the moon.

~"You know you can't have a girlfriend Jungkook!"
"Jungkook, you need to forget about loving her"~

"But I can't!" I cried as I turned around and squat down to cry some more and hug my knees.

~"life is so unfair"~

"You're right Tatiana, life is so unfair... but I guess it's time to let you go" I whispered as tears continue flowing.

~"please don't ever leave me"
"Don't worry, I'm here for you"
"Promise?"~

...

"I promise"

-

"I-I promised her..." I thought but sadly I broke that promise.

Tatiana POV:
"Seoyoon! I can't! I just can't!" I cried out as Seoyoon fix me dinner "Tatiana! Having stress is not going to help the baby!" Seoyoon raised her voice at me.

"But Seoyoon! What am I supposed to do? I don't want to raise my child without the father...even if he doesn't love me like I love him" I said as I sat down on the table.

"No! No! don't cry!" Seoyoon said as she looked at me and ran to hug me "I know you loved him a lot but you're just a prostitute" Seoyoon said.

Which hurt my heart even worse!

Of course I should've know Jungkook would never stay with a prostitute!

"But Seoyoon" I softly said and she looked at me "I hate being a prostitute and my feelings for Jungkook won't change" I said.

Then Seoyoon gave me my food and sat across from me "if it was going to end like this then we shouldn't have met each other" I cried out.

"Talk about happy endings" Seoyoon mumbles as she rolls her eyes and I start to eat the food she made me.

"Talk about this 6 month old baby without her father" I said and rubbed on my belly.

Even though I don't have Jungkook here with me...I still have a part of him.

I thought as I make a heart shape with my fingers and place it above my belly.

"You need to hurry up and come up with a name for it, I think it'll be best to name her after me" Seoyoon said with a smile and I laugh.

"I don't know yet, don't rush me" I said and then eat some more "Tatiana" Seoyoon said with a series but sad experience.

"I have to tell you something" she said as she sat up straight "w-what is it?" I said as I start to get a little bit afraid to hear it.

"I know the reason why the plan didn't work"

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