Was it meant to be?

chapter 13 - don't look back

Monday - April 11

Tatiana POV:
They left out the front door as I stood there smiling.

I took a deep breath and walked to the couch. I just watched tv for a while as I rub my belly with a soothing humming sound.

I just started humming bts spring day song to my baby and smiled down at my tummy.

~daydream~
"Mom! Haha h-help me" my child said as I was cooking breakfast.

I quickly turn around to see Jungkook tickling our child on the floor.

I just laughed and smile at them. Such a cute sene I imagine.

"Jungkook don't tickle her to death" I said and he looked up at me.

"Oh so you the chief around here?" He said as he smirk and I raised my eyebrows.

"Oh its on" I said as I drop the spoon and made a pretend gun with my hand.

"Put your hands in the air sir" I said in a commanding voice and he did.

Then our child ran off and sticked his tounge out at Jungkook.

"Haha big fat loser" she said as she put her thumbs on his cheeks and wiggled her fingers.

"Oh its not over sweetie pie" Jungkook said as he stood up with his hands still in the air.

"First I have to go through...the chief!" Jungkook said and then grab me and twirl me around.

Where he's back hugging me now and I start screaming as I laugh.

"Babe let me go!" I cried and he tighten his grip "not till you say the magic word"

*RING RING*

"Noooo! Tatiana! Please come back"

*RING RING*

"Daughter!!!"
"Mom!"
"Don't go! Please!"

~end of day dream~

*ring ring*

I shook my head and woke up to reality. I got up to get my phone out the kitchen.

I picked it up and answer it "hello?" I said and walked down the hallway.

"Thotiana! I miss hearing your voice" Seoyoon said in excitement.

I just laugh and shook my head "I'm happy to hear you're still happy and alive" I said and went into Jungkook room.

"Are you kidding we got more new prostitutes that are freakin hot" she said.

"Ew, I hope you mean the guys" I said jokingly and she laughed along "I wanted to check on my bae...how's it going down there?" She asked in a sweet voice.

For some reason it almost made me wanted to cry.

~past~
Seoyoon came and sat down right next to me as I sit in silence.

"You know Tatiana, I'm not always the girl you see freaky...I can be a caring mother sometimes" she said in a soft voice.

"And I'm always here when you need a shoulder. I might not be the one to always hang with but I know how to care more than others"
~end of past~

"Yeah...*sniff* I'm doing fine" I said as I try to hold the tears back.

"You don't have to lie to me you know" she said as if she could hear my voice shake.

"I'm not lying!...I just miss having...you around" I said from the heart and could feel a tear fall down.

"...I...I-I'm shocked" she said quietly "I thought you wouldn't feel anything when you're gone between us" she said and laughed it off.

"You were mostly neutral to me, but I'm happy to hear that" she said and I tried controlling my breathing.

"Tatiana" she said and just by her saying my name right makes me bust out in tears.

Because I know its something meaningful she have to say.

"Maybe one day I'll get out of here and live close to you...but for now I believe you should fine another mother to comfort you" she said as if its a 50/50 chance of us seeing each other.

"What the heck, you might find someone better than me to care for you" she said in a nice way and giggled.

I couldn't talk because I was already emotional. So I tried fake laughing along.

"Anyways, I just want you to be with your boyfriend and be happy as a family" she said.

"Y-yep" I said as best as I could with out crying over the phone.

[Knock knock] "oh, I got to go! Happy early birthday Tatiana, I love you. Bye" she quickly said.

"Bye" I said before she hanged up and once I was off the phone I drop on the bed and started crying my eyes out.

She might have been a handful but she was the sweetist of them all and I'll miss her.

Another person out my life...

Jungkook POV:
The concert was finally over and I rushed off stage.

I wanted to go get Tatiana a great present we headed to the van.

Rap monster made sure we stop somewhere to shops for Tatiana birthday.

I was excited and when we got there we all out our mask on and got out the van.

I grab Jimin wrist "come on" I said as I ran inside as I drag Jimin along with me.

"Okay so I want to get her a special gift that she'll forever remember and love!" I said "why not a special neckles?" Jimin asked.

"You're right! I can get a neckles with our letter on a heart!" I said and Jimin laugh "good luck finding that"

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Hello readers its Tye.
I want to apologize ahead of time if I don't ever return back to this app.
Things have gotten rough...