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I ran towards her and hugged her . She was still .

" Em what happened. Are you hurt ? What's with the blood ?" I. Asked . She broke down . She was crying heavily. She sunk in the floor . I hugged her tight . She was loose and weak . I looked at Abby . She was frozen .

" Abby what's going on." I asked
She shaked her head in denial . I hugged Emma tightly . I was crying for the first time in my life . It was like I had lost everything I had . I was numb . I wanted to hold her tight . I wanted to share her pain of the loss . But I couldn't, even if I tried . She was crying, like she never did before . I held her close to me . It was my responsibility to take care of her and my baby ,  but I couldn't .

" Ryan . I'm sorry " she cried . Her treats were warm as the fell on my neck .

" shhh be quit " I said brushing her hair .

Emma's POV :
" you'll know in a few hours " she smirked .

She walked out of the room and gourds closed the door behind her .

I sat on the couch thinking about good things that happened to me . Getting friends like Lilly,  Abby and drake . Loving person like Ryan . And now the baby . All of a sudden a striking pain was in my abdomen. It was like period cramps but more terrible . I lied down on the couch to make myself sleep .

When I woke up I felt something wet in my jeans . I stood up, pain was still there  . opened the curtains . I was going to sit on the couch when I saw a big patch of blood . I looked down and saw my jeans bottom coloured red .

Tears rolled down my cheeks . She did it . She killed my baby . She had mixed pills in the soup . I doubted her but I never knew could have gone this far . I laid my head in the table . I was unable to think . What will I say to Ryan , that I'm this weak , I was unable to take care of our baby .

Suddenly the door burst open . He was standing in front of me . His black piercing eyes set on me . I stood up . He was shocked to see the blood . He ran towards me and hugged me . His hug made me loose all my control . I cried hard . I sank in the floor with the guilt . I  was unable to stop . I knew abby was reading my mind .

" what happened? Are you hurt? What's with the blood?" He asked . Yeas I was hurt .

He asks Abby and she told him about our loss . His grip on me tightened . I saw him weep . We both sat on the floor , crying in each others arms .

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