The last one. (LDR)

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You know when I'm in love, I write poems, I compose songs, I draw and create a world beside him. When Im in love, my emotions are heightened, my heart is filled with greatest joy and so my mind is very inspired to do all of these crazy things.

And so I asked myself. Why I haven't made you one yet. Drawing, rap etc. Maybe it's because I haven't seen you yet, in person. I haven't touched you, I haven't held your hands yet. And I don't even know why I'm writing this now. But all I know is that I started to care again..

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Several months goes by I realised the question above. I realised why I have stopped writing.
Those written feelings will be said, those songs will be sung and those sketches will be real captured by memories (or by a camera lol) and not by a mere drawing book.

Because every time we meet, those fantasies are actually happening in reality. Good bye diary, good bye my dream world.

This is for my current lover since 2014. The last note i have written in my diary. Our love story is a Long Distance Relationship. Im from the UK and he's from Japan. We decided to see each other in the Philippines. The second time I saw him was last year (2016), i stayed in Manila for 11 months coz he's finishing his studies there 🙈

Update reading this is so funny. February 14, 2019 when we got married.

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