chapter 1

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       (Listen to the song)

         It was a rainy and gloomy day. Hyungwon's favorite type of day, the only thing that could make this day even better was not having to go to school.

He wasn't a very big fan of school, even though it was easy for him. He got mostly A's but there was the occasional B. Hyungwon was debating on whether he should beg to stay home or just deal with school. He decided to just go to school. He got up, took a shower, got dressed in a simple oversized beige sweater paired with black skinny jeans and some black doc martins, grabbed his camera and left. He didn't eat though, he never really had much of an appetite.

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Hyungwon was sitting in class with his headphones in. Everyone was supposed to be working on an essay about there favorite author but he already finished it the day it was assigned. It was extremely easy since all he did was read, it was his favorite activity, next to writing, drawing, and listening to music. He was kind of a loner, he tried to stay away from people because he knew everyone here was assholes. Hyungwon was a gay boy living in an extremely homophobic city, he was afraid to make friends because he knew one day they would find out about him and he didn't want to get beat up. He hated violence with a passion, you could say he was a pacifist.

    During lunch Hyungwon decided to find a small quite corner in the library to listen to music and think about stuff. He thought about how unexciting his life was and how he will possibly hide his sexuality forever. Or run away. Those were the only choices he felt he had. He used to have a friend in elementary named Dokyun who was gay, his family found out about Dokyun's sexuality and didn't want Hyunwon hanging out with him. His family also notified Dokyun's parents about his choices and the poor boy was sent to a camp to "fix" him. Once he came back he was different, he kept to himself and wouldn't talk. One day Hyungwon found out he killed himself and this made the boy realize how messed up this city actually was.

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He went to his last period of the day, also his favorite class. Art. He loved drawing and letting out all his frustrations. He was insanely talented when it came to drawing. In fact he was talented at many things singing, dancing, drawing, playing the piano, photography, and writing. He definitely liked drawing the most though.

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On the way home Hyungwon decided to take pictures of the rain. He took one where you could see the fog on the mountains, it looked like a wave of fog was going to eat up the mountain, it was beautiful. There was another photo of a flower that was dying but was strangely more beautiful and lively than the flowers that were alive. Hyungwon decided to tak multiple photos of the flower. He took the long way home because he loved walking in the rain, he loved the earthy smell and how the rain made him feel free and happy.

Once he got home he said hello to his mother who was trying to cook dinner, he saw his little brother playing with his little sisters dolls and smiled but then quickly took the dolls away from the young boy, afraid that his mother would hurt the little boy for playing with girls toys.

When dinner was ready Hyungwon finally ate, read his book, wrote about his day in his journal, and went to bed while listening to his favorite song Chlorine by Split dream. (Oh wow the song I put at the beginning)

AN: IM SO FUCKING SORRY THIS WAS SO HORRIBLE. THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC SO PLEASE JUST BE PATIENT. I PROMISE I'LL TRY TO MAKE IT BETTER.

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