Jason McCann❣ Scenarios (Interracial)

|Imagine 2|Change Me

Warning:You May get in your feelings

"Don't fight fire with fire
If I'm screaming, talk quieter
Understanding and patience
Feel the pain that I'm facing
Be like serenity, help re-position my mind
Take a chance, make a difference in my life"

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"Jason look at me, look at me before you do anything stupid!! Talk to me" you said threw tears following Jason closely as he gathered up weapons .

"There is nothing to talk about" he mumbled frowning, he went to your tall dresser and moved it aside and removed a patch of wall that looked like it had been cut out, you looked and saw a safe Jason didn't care if you saw the code cause what was in there would be no use to you

Your eyes widened he pulled out two pistols and a box of bullets loading then into each gun the sounds made you cringe he placed them in a bag on top of the dresser.

He walked back towards the closet, you had no idea he kept weapons in the actual house.

"JASE, STOP PLEASE WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE'S OTHER WAYS TO SOLVE THIS O-" he cut you off "LIKE WHAT?!?! HUH Y/N THEY THREATENED, YOU AND THE FAMILY I DO HAVE LEFT NOT TO MENTION THEY JUMPED ME A FEW DAYS AGO I SEE NO OTHER WAY Y/N" he yelled causing hot tears to run down your face.

"There are other ways just talk" you whispered ,he chuckled "there is no talking when it comes to people trying to hurt the ones I love and value the most" he turned his back to you walked to your closet grabbing a jacket and putting what looked like another small gun in the pocket and headed towards the door.

"Jason don't be stupid OK we can leave OK? We can leave and never come back please just forget about them" you whimpered Jason looked over his shoulder at you "no more walking away" he said lowly.

"you don't love me if you do this" you whispered ,he turned around furious storming towards you causing you to back up a few steps "Are you kidding me Y/n? I'm doing this because I love you!! " he said but you shook your head
"You said all you wanted to do was make me happy" you said "and I do" he replied "WELL MAKE ME HAPPY AND DON'T GO DO SOMETHING THAT CAN STOP US FROM BEING TOGETHER " you yelled "Lower your damn voice" he gritted out.

You immediately stopped talking he stared at you for a moment then turned around "I'll be back soon" he mumbled.

"Jason no please" you cried grabbing his arm "Y/n.....Let....me go" he said lowly
"No not until you agree to stay" you said sternly "I'm serious Y/n let me go" he sighed.

"No not until you agre-" what happened next shocked you "I SAID LET GO!" Jason yelled using his other hand to pulled out a gun and pointed it towards you, you instantly let him go and gasped. You'd never seen jason like this.... Ever.

You backed away because he seemed to be at the point of no return. "Okay, Jason baby t-take i-it easy OK? " you said carefully he watched you with the gun still pointed at you he was breathing heavily and he was beyond mad.

Looking at him you could hardly believe that this was person you were dating and despite right now you knew you'd still love him after all this.

You broke down crying sliding down the wall, Jason's face instantly softened he thought he was protecting what he loved most but no he was hurting her, and that was, worse than being in any jail cell or trouble.

He slowly lowered the gun and dropped it his hand shaking at his side, he couldn't believe he pulled a gun on the love of his life he looked at his shaky, trembling hands then down at the girl crying with her arms wrapped around her knees.... What had he done?

He slowly walked over to her his eyes froze, not blinking as he slid down the wall next to her he stared straight ahead his mouth partly opened as his eyes started to burn a tear slipped down his pale red cheek.

He started to let them go without making a sound, "what have I done, what have I become?! " he whispered he gripped his hair crying silently.

He put his face in his knees and started crying harder you could hear his whimpers.

You looked up and over next to you and saw Jason clawing his head and crying your heart broke, you knew he meant well but he had to learn that violence was not always the answer.

It was the very first time you'd seen Jason cry ever, he'd seen you cry plenty of times it was time for you to be there for him like he was for you.

You crawled near him and sat on your knees under you, you rubbed his hair softly "hey, hey it's OK baby" you whispered sniffling he looked up with puffy glossy read eyes and you cradle his head and he leaned into your touch.

He rubbed his head on your chest as you used your other hand to rub his head soothingly "I'm-im ss-o sorry Y/n I lo-ve you sss-o mu-ch O didn't mean-mean i-it" he said trying to catch his breath.

"Shhh I know baby I wouldn't still be here if I didn't " you cooed

"I need to change, please please help me
Y/n" he cried harder "shhh I will Jase, just one step at a time, I will not force you to be anyone else but who you are I'll just show you ways other than violence to handle things ok? " you whispered and he nodded against your chest and you did a small smile.

You kissed his hair "I love you so much Jase, everything gonna be fine" you said tearing up again letting them fall, but not because you were sad but because your glad this was over and Jason was willing to let you help him Change.

"OK I just wanna make you happy and proud baby girl" He whispered
You lightly chuckled "and this is a start"

Girl I'm ready if you ready now, Ooh as I'm
ever gonna be
If you're with it, then I'm with it, now

To accept all the responsibility
I'd go outta my way
To live by the words that you say
I don't wanna be the same
Maybe you could change me
Maybe you could change me
Maybe you could be the light
That opens up my eyes
Make all my wrongs right
Change me

A/N awwww the feels 😭😭❤