Just thought you should know...

Stressed, Unsure, Fed Up

Ok so I know a lot of you enjoy The Imperfect One, and I tried to listen to as much feedback as I received to make the story enjoyable to everyone in our little community that reads it.

(One of you may understand where I'm going with this)

I want to get this out of the way,

I'm not an author by any stretch of the imagination.

Out of 20 or something stories, only 2 of them received feedback from lots of you. Most of my fantasy stories never even make it to 100 reads.

So as stated before I tried to make the imperfect one fit everyone's expectations, and I added a little bit of my thoughts into it.

Another thing I need to get off my chest.
BREANNA IS NOT JUST BAISED ON PAITYN

No, Breanna is a mixture of a lot of my friends, not just from school, but my friend Leena from my church.

She has traits from a lot of you people reading this!

She was going to have her own chapter dedicated to art and do you know who is good at art? OtakuParadise123

She listens to music a lot, which would be stated in her spin off chapter which has a slim chance of coming out. And do you know who listens to music a lot? Official_Harley_

And there is so much inspiration from all of you.

She wants to make a sketchbook, and my friend ShadowGuardian4 has a story where she shows her drawings(which are incredible by the way)

Breanna only mimics Paityn for like 1 chapter.

I want this cleared up.

Finally, back to the point I made about trying to make everyone happy...

I can't do it anymore.

I can't keep trying to make everyone happy, but if I keep trying this, I wont make everyone happy.

A friend of mine has been acting strange lately, so I was going to ask what was wrong, but I didn't have (insert name here) in the classes I had. So I log onto wattpad and try to contact them but I couldn't. I thought I knew why, and I thought that fixed what happened. I put myself in a position where I was a shield to others, but at what cost? I had put myself in this position in, I believe it was October. I defended someone and that started something new.

Language warning

BUT OF COURSE WHEN I THINK LIFE COULD GO MY WAY, IT GETS F***** RUINED!!!

I tried before and failed, I don't know how I talked myself into trying again, and expecting my way. I may have told some of you that I woke up at midnight last night and haven't slept since, this was why. I kept thinking of reasons why I had been shut out like that. I fixed the issue, I TOLD THE TRUTH, I HAVE DONE ALL OF THIS, for nothing. I try to gain favor from (insert name here) and I sit here, shut out.

I'm f****** stupid to think I could try again.

Imperfect one most likely will be unpublished for the rest of the month, and if I feel up to it, I will bring it back.

And a message to Paityn, I'm sorry that my writings could make you uncomfertable.

Well... bye