Dear Elena,
i knew it would be painful, but who knew it felt like a demon was ripping out your organs. I needed Blood..more blood. i couldn't help it; blood was only think i could focus on. From that point i was a Ripper. I sucked their blood. some until they were dry, some to be my Human Blood Bag. I couldn't stop myself. The deal was, i serve Cade for a year instead of Lizzie and Josie. The only way to get it done was to become a ripper. Cade wanted the Souls of the Bad for Hell. He needed me and my Brother, Damon Salvatore to do his dirty work for him. i had to accept the Offer for Caroline, The girl i love , the Girl i am going to marry in June after this horrible year is over. I am scared i will loose control and not be able to turn my humanity back on. I'm scared Caroline will hate me for what i am. I'm scared Cade will change me just like Sybil did to Damon and Enzo.
i Couldn't stop , i had to Carry on for Cade and most importantly Caroline. So i did it. i flipped the Switch. i was a stone hearted blood sucker. Damon did the same thing but had some sort of remembrance of you Elena to stop him for going to far and not to be able to come back to you.
Who knows what the Future Holds. Who knows if Damon or i will still be around when your reading this, But what i do know is that, Damon will and does always love you. Your Necklace is keeping him from flipping his switch. Sybil messed with his head and he doesn't remember why the necklace means so much to him but he does know he needs it and that he loves whatever or whoever it links too. Elena Damon will always love you.
Cade will summon me and Damon in moments to come so this is goodbye for now.
Stefan
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The Cravings of the Ripper!
VampirosMy duty was to serve Cade ,but the feelings ate me up inside. Every drop of blood i sucked out of every neck ripped apart of my humanity off. It was killing me slowly. i had to do it...i had to turn off my Humanity!
