Dear Elena,
The pain is killing me. The demon is winning. Serving Cade is stripping all parts of my humanity and i need to be stronger. I am physically stronger not no longer Mentally strong. Cade is Hell. He makes me do the unspeakable. I can't predict what the future holds. If i loose it i may not be able to go back. I will regret my choices.
If i ever wanted Caroline back i had to get cade's dirty work done and deliver him souls to hell.
So i did it!... i switched it off.
i can get this work done in 1 year then have Carolines June wedding.

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The Cravings of the Ripper!
VampireMy duty was to serve Cade ,but the feelings ate me up inside. Every drop of blood i sucked out of every neck ripped apart of my humanity off. It was killing me slowly. i had to do it...i had to turn off my Humanity!