Bad Luck {Louis Tomlinson} [ON HOLD]

Chapter 13 - Memories, Aftermath and Emotional Breakdowns

(Play 'The Way I loved You' by Taylor Swift on replay through this chapter)

Hazel's POV

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"I'm Yours By Jason Mraz" the machine's voice informed us and the songs instrumental beginning started.

"A-Well-a you done done me in your bed, I felt it, I tried to beat you, but you so hot that I melted, I fell right through the cracks, and now I'm trying to get ba-a-ack. Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest and nothing's gonna stop me but divine intervention, I'm wrecking it to get my turn, to win some or learn some." Louis sang melodiously as he began on the chorus, locking eyes with me.

"But, I, won't, he-si-tate, no more, no more, it cannot wait, I'm yo-o-ours."

"Well, open up your mind and see like me, open up your plans and damn, you're free. Look into your heart and you'll find love, love, love, baby. Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me, alla peaceful melody, it's your godforsaken right to be lo-ove, love, love, love, lo-oved."

He took me by the hand and twirled me around gracefully before pulling me in by my waist and putting her arms around his neck, singing to me whilst swaying around in a small circle.

"So, I won't hesitate, no more, no more, it cannot wait I'm su-u-ure. There's no need to complicate, our time is short, this is our fate, I'm yo-o-ours." He swayed throughout the instrumental, with my forehead against his, being hypnotised by his amazing blue eyes. After a bit he started up the bridge and sang to me,

"I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror and bending over backwards just to try to see you clearer, my, breath fogged up the glass, so I drew a new face and la-a-aughed, I guess what I'm-a sayin' is there ain't no better reason, to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the season it's, what we aim to do, our name is our virtue. I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait, I'm yo-o-ours, there's no need to complicate, our time is short, it cannot wait, I'm yo-o-ours." He finished by repeating the chorus a few times before coming to a halt and being cheered on by most of the boys and reviewed a few wolf whistles from a couple of them. I blushed and we sat down, me snuggled into his side as he wrapped his arms around my waist tightly, enjoying his warmth.

I flew up in bed, already sobbing and hyperventilating. I heard the sound of a news reporter and listened in carefully.

"Young girl, Hazel Rosewood, found lying on the highway, unharmed after fleeing her graduation," the new reporter started.

"When paramedics tried to help it is reported that she fought back violently and tried to escape before a friend of hers, Will Young, stopped her and carried her back to the ambulance to check for any injuries. Over to you Rebecca," I drifted off. Was that me? Of course it was you idiot! I put my head in my hands, silently crying. My life is so screwed up. I try to do what's best and it all goes downhill. I can't believe any of this. Why did Louis care if I was leaving that hell hole so I could work my ass off to support myself? I asked him to promise me that he wouldn't. I'm trying to make things better by staying away. It's my fault in the first place. I lifted my head slightly, before I heard my bedroom door creaked open slowly. I left my head where it was. There's no point anymore.

"I can't do this anymore," I said quietly.

"I tried staying away so I wouldn't hurt him and his friends yet he turns up with some random girl when I left him because I loved him and still haven't moved on," I said slowly.

"I just can't," I sobbed into my hands. To strong arms wrapped around my shoulders and embraced me into a hug.

"It'll be ok. You may think not but eventually you'll find someone who meets his standards, if not better," Wills soft voice greeted me. I wasn't expecting him but I'd take any consolation possible at the moment.