Roc's POV:Kayla is so beautiful in person...i mean she's not like the other i mess around w/she's...i cant believe im saying this but she's the type of girl that i will want a REAL relationship w/...she looks good...she has these short shorts on...she has her legs closed...you know like a lady should..but i cant help but stop thinking that she has NO underwear on...damn just the thought of that makes me...well you know...Ash went to put the clothes away and Prod went to use the bathroom...i couldnt stop looking at her...i just wanted to kiss her...but i knew she wasnt like that...i wanna make this girl mine...and no one elses...i kept looking her up and down as she folded clothes...
KK:what!?
me:....
KK:helloooooo *waving her hand* earth to Roc !!!
me:*snapping out of it* huh??
KK:*smiling* are you ok??
me:yea :) im good i was just...umm can i ask you something??
KK:sure *folding clothes*
me:umm well...im not gonna lie...im feeling you...alot...and umm i was wondering if you wanted to go out sometime??
KK:*pulling her hair out her face* hmmm you wanna go out??
me:yea...i mean who wouldnt wanna date your fun sized ass...i mean you have the whole package...you are BOMB...like seriously lol :)
KK:haha oh gosh...
me:so??
KK:*puts her head down*......
me:*lifting her head up by her chin*...look at me bae...(our eyes lock...she has the most beautiful brown eyes ever...i couldnt wait til she's finally mine)so what do you say??
KK:*moves my hand and smiles*...fine...i'll go out w/you :)
me:great...i'll take care of you if you let me...i mean i know you dont need a man to take care you but i certainly will...even if you dont let me...
she smiles...and thats when Prod and Ash came back in the living room...Prod comes and sits down and Ash went to the dryer and pulled out more clothes...like damn...its like they havent washed in ages...she comes back w/the basket and sits down...just then i gotta text...its Brazil(lol i know this girl named Brazil haha) ugh...see Brazil is a girl i've been messing around w/for like a good 2 weeks now...i mean she's cool but she's not the type of girl you will bring home to meet your mom...especially mine...my mom can tell if a girl is a slut or not...and Brazil...she's a slut...she smashed the homies...yea thats right...me, Prod, my boy Prince and my boy Ray...she even did my boy Austin...smh i am not about catch nothing from this girl...when i found that out i left her alone...anyway i didnt text her back...i started back talking to Kayla, Ashlee' and Prod...then 5 mins later i got another text...ugh...
KK:wow...somebody want them some Roc tonight huh?? :) lol
me:haha they can want all they want but im working on my candy ;)
Ash:uh oh :)
Prod:get it Roc...
KK:oh shut up :)
i checked my phone and its Raven...now Raven...i thought she couldve been the one...the sex was awsome..good conversation...NO kids...in school to do hair...she was beautiful and she made me smile all the time...she was a GREAT girl...until i found out some shxt...she was in a relationship...her and her BF had been going out for about 1 1/2...well should be 2 years now since this lil incident happened like a week ago...now i might be alot of thing but i dont get involved in peoples relationships...i had to cut her loose quick...i mean thats like some dude fucking MY girlfriend of 2 years you know...im not about to disrespect another dude and his relationship...she texted me calling me baby...smh...
*text convo
Raven:bae why havent you text me in a week??
me:Rae please dont call me bae...
Raven:why babe what did i do??
me:Rae you're in a relationship...a 2 year relationship...im not about to get involved in what yall have...idk what type of guy you thought i was but thats not me...
Raven:how did you find out??
me:how do you think i found out?? i told your ass to turn the volume down on your phone...when you were at my house a week ago...you walked in the kitchen and talked to who??
Raven:ugh...Roc im sorry...i swear i wanted to tell you...i just didnt know how...please dont be mad at me i really like you...
me:and i LIKED you too...but now...i just think we should be friends...
Raven:seriously??
me:yes Rae..i mean...i know you are in love w/your BF so im just gonna move on...
Raven:but i love you Roc :'(
me:....Rae....
i sat back in the couch like chair and started thinking...this girl doesnt love me...she's in llove w/this dude she's w/...we only been knowing each other a month...can you fall for somebody in a month?? i dont wanna hurt Rae's feelings but...she just...she just needs to focus on ol dude...
me:.....Rae....im flattered that you think you love me but...you should really be focus on the guy that loves you back...
Raven:i want you Roc...
me:ok ima put it like this...i have a GF now...and if you cant respect that like i respected your dude then forget i ever existed...delete my number from your phone...b/c i will if you cant respect my relationship...
Raven:....fine Roc...we can be just friends....
and w/that our convo ending...i put my phone on the table and started talking to Kay...
KK:you ok??
me:*sighs* im great :)
KK:you sure ?? :) i mean you looked pretty stressed a min ago...
me:yea im sure...im starting something new...
KK:*leaning on the arm of the couch towards me* :) and what is that??
me:*leaning closer to her*...im getting rid of the wrong people in life *whispers and gets closer* and bringing in the right ones ;)
we lock eyes again...we were just staring in each others' eyes when Prod and Ash started talking to us...we didnt know WTH they said...
KK:wait what??
Ash: -__- we're going to get Kae...Keaj went someone w/you know who and now she's stranded...
KK:why dont Keaj just leave him alone?? he's such an ass...she deserves a good guy...and Dustin...is not one the one...
Ash:idk but we have to find her..so you too be good :)
and w/that they walked out...Kay stood up and walked in the kitchen...i watched her as she walked passed me...she grabbed 2 waters out the fridge and brought them back to the livingroom...she gave me one as she drunk some of hers...she sat her water down and tried to sit back down where she was...but i grabbed her hand pulled her in my lap...she looked down at me as i placed my hand around her waist...we looked in each others' eyes...i placed my hand on the side of her face and caressed her lips w/mythumb...i slowly pulled her face towards mine and kissed her...i was shocked when i felt her kiss back...she wrapped her arms around my neck and i wrapped my arms around her waist and we began to make out....
