Bodies Pilled High

part 5

Wow I cant believe he us going to help me. He is really nice but still only work no play. I walk to a Hoyle I have been staying at for a while and go up stairs. I don't feel like eating and I havent slept for weeks. To many bad dreams. Its just to haalrd to relive it over and over again. I just look at the cealling and wish I had a different life. No I'm not thinking about taking my own life.

I'm not a creep. Although I have been chased by a mental person and they are scary. Don't worry my friend shot him. I have never quit got over that and when ever I see someone with an odd face and there running toward me I scream and run. People probley think I'm the mental person. they weren't chased by one so they shouldn't judge me.

I miss Colin. I know I shouldn't but I do. He is sooooooooooo........umm i he's just so amazing. I really wish I never got attacked and just went on with my life and then maybe we could of had a thing together but that will beget happen now. I hate this life. Why cant I just have a normal life. Uggggggggg I'm so mad right now. All I want to do is see him right now...

There's a knock on my door and i get up looking through the peep hole and there he is. Weird karma isn't it. I comb my hair with my fingers and open the door.

"Hi." I say calmly

" Hey I couldn't really sleep so I wanted to say that maybe we can work on itght if your not to tiers." He says and blushes a little bit.