(Ben's POV)
I don't know what happened yesterday, why would I tell him that! I mentally slap myself I can't appear weak I have to stay strong! but I don't know how much longer I can take it, my depression is getting worse I even have to take pills now and keep active so I won't think about anything crazy, what is it I hunger for? company? I sigh plopping down on my bed. "love...?" FUCK! no Ben who could possibly love you I mean all the girls here think you're a freak, monster, a cold bastard, the list goes on.
How am I going to make Link suffer? So many fucking questions!!!! I think deeply and a smile sneaks its way across my lips "I hope he likes swimming..." a maniac laugh escapes my mouth and I finally think I've done it lost my sanity but I thought it would be much different.
I keep laughing until my laugh gets worse and worse until skull busts in "Ben!" I stop laughing and look at him "what?" "that laugh was scary! you sounded like a psycho" he looks at me intensely "is there something going on Ben?" he looks at me not breaking eye contact "psh of course not I'm just bored so I'm practicing my laugh" he sighs "Ben that's a fucking scary laugh I mean I would've ran away from you" awkward silence "I'm sorry but it was just a laugh" he leaves without saying another word.
Could I be going insane and everyone knew it, could everyone around me just be Illusions I hug my knees to my chest whispering "what's wrong with me?"
(Link's POV)
"You missed a spot!" I look at Navi my only companion at home "okay okay" I sweep the spot that I swept like ten times already but I did it again because I didn't want Navi ranting on and on about it later "good?" "yupp!" she grins and a glow ignites her "navi what is it like to fly?" she puts on her thinking face "well it's just like uh... I don't really know how to explain it, you feel light headed and jumpy like when....You're in love!" This confused me more I never been in love before I think? I mean I couldn't love zelda I loved her as a sister considering we grew up together and I don't know if she feels the same "hello earth to link!" navi is flying beside me annoyingly I put away the broom and dustpan a knock at the door brings me back and I go to answer it I smile until I notice it's Ben he's glaring at me "can I help you?" I try to sound calm but I was shaking like hell Ben tried to kill me previous times and he's almost succeeded, he looks me in the eyes his red orbs meeting my blue ones "yes actually I was wondering if we could start over and put everything in the past" there's a hint of sweetness in his voice and I know he's lying "is this a trick of some sort?" he rolls his eyes "want to go for a walk?" he looks and I see a glimpse of malice in his eyes "I-I can't actually" he sighs and walks of the steps "I get it you wouldn't trust me seeing that I tried to kill you about 20 times now" he walks away "Ben wait!" the words slipped out of my mouth he stops and looks at me grinning and that's when I know...I really shouldn't have done that.....
(Ben's POV)
What a stupid fuck did he really think we could just get over it and be friends! if I were him I would've sacked the person or just killed him on the porch but nope he has to say 'oh yes Ben I would love to go on a date-!" wait WHAT!!!!! I blush slightly and quickly discard it we were getting closer and closer to the destination that I choose I glance at him and he just walks silent pursing his lips I stop and just stare out into the vast sea and look at link who looks back at me and there's a intense moment his ocean blue eyes starring deep into my soul saying 'just do it already I've had enough just kill me' this is how I feel exactly how I feel.....my breath is suddenly caught in my throat and I look at the grass now interested in its different shades of green "Ben..." I snap out of my little trance and look back up at him "I-I can't do this" I manage to get out "what?" Was he seriously blind! or is he playing with me wanting me to spill out the truth that I was going to kill him, so he can kill me! "haha nothing" he's looking right at me I can feel it and I don't like it it makes me get goose bumps,I shouldn't be feeling like this he should! I walk ahead a little and listen to see if he's following and he is "link?" I look back at him and he looks at me not breaking eye contact "what?" "do you like to swim?" he hesitates a moment before slowly nodding I cock my head to the side and watch him "good....then we'll have fun" I grin and he slowly backs away reaching for his sword but realizing he's made a horrible mistake of leaving it, I just slowly walk up to him not breaking my gaze just starring into his soul like he did to me "Ben if you so much as touch me!" he growls I just smirk "who said I have to touch you?" his expression is confused until he shakes his head pleading for me not to but I do it anyways terrible yet wonderful screams escape his lips and he cries out in pain "now walk" I grin and he does so screaming and wincing at each step luckily I had the decency to bring him far into the woods so no one would hear him his cries die out and start again a few moments later. I walk up beside him looking at my master piece his side was bent unnaturally to the left and his eyes were distant and it was as if he was dead something hit me cold as a rock I am heartless like everyone said! why do I care! I make link go back to normal and another wrenching scream escapes his lips before he collapses onto the ground, I just stand there watching him as he cries and guilt suddenly stabs me right in the chest I kneel down beside him and reach out and he flinches back before whispering "please don't hurt me..." he flinches as I near his face and to my surprise I move his hair out of his face gently and place a loose strand behind his ear I keep doing this seeing that it calmed him slightly "I-I'm..." I couldn't get the last words out he just stares at me the guilt hits me hard I couldn't stand seeing those pure blue ocean like eyes sadden and in pain "I'm sorry!" I get it out and it surprises me that I jump back my eyes widening he just watches "I forgive you" his voice is hoarse WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I'M NOT SOFT LIKE HIM! I couldn't help it though the guilt was too much to cope with. Slowly and carefully I approach him crawling and I lay beside him silence floods the air "I really mean it Link....." I feel his stare again and it makes me shiver or was it the cold "cold?" "no" "you're a bad liar Ben" I finally have the courage to look at him and when I do I regret it his face was inches from mine this makes me blush how had I not noticed this before when he spoke I should've at least knew! Damn fuck myself! I quickly look away "h-how's your side?" "it's okay" I grin "what?" "you're a bad liar Link" he chuckles "okay it still hurts like hell" "how are we going to get you home?" I think aloud "I don't know I can hardly walk" I think more could my teleporting abilities teleport more that one person I glance at link it could be possible and it's starting to get really cold he starts shaking I think harder and put my jacket carefully over him and stand in the cold bone chilling breeze in only my tunic tights undershirt and boots "link..." "what?" "I'm going to try something...." "o-okay" I look back at him "I need you to focus on your house just imagine yourself there" he looks at me as if I'm crazy "please?" he slowly nods as if making up his mind and closes his eyes I sit closer to him and grab his hand to know he's still there and think of his place too. The journey wasn't like others there was a beautiful scene all around us it was as if paradise formed but it was only a illusion or that's what M.S had told me, like he would know anything about teleporting usually when I teleport by myself it's dark and dark and endless cloud of darkness I guess it was links light that made it paradise.
"Wake up" I mumble and he groans I lightly smack his cheek making him sit up but wince and lay down he looks around finding that he's at his house on his bed covered in shit loads of thick blankets "haha you're awake I thought you died" I let out a breathy laugh and he studies me "how long was I out?" "two hours" I sound chill and calm now "and you stayed the whole time to see if I was okay?" he smiles making a blush creep onto my face "w-what!" I shake my head "I should get going" he nods "but!" I stop and blush more looking at him "what?" "who's going to take care of haha" I awkwardly rub the back of my neck "I've got it under control Ben thank you" he smiles and I nod then exit his room I'm not going outside in this weather! I teleport home and think of what happened just recently "dammit myself!" I groan and plop onto my bed "fuck....." now he won't see me as a threat he'll see me as a friend this made me hate him even more.
