Fade Out?

Chapter 1

Ji An's POV

I was given the chance to study in a better school but according to my sources that school has a rule that I will probably hate. "Act innocent what ever happens" Why would I be scared of that rule?

I went in the school gates, I saw people walking in and they look depressed. Is this school that hard? Students in here looks like zombies and there are students that look like sluts and You Know What.

I went to the principal's office to get my schedule, I hate it when I need to repeat school because of my job. "Oh Park Ji An?" I nodded making the lady hug me tight "I see you accepted the offer" I nodded while receiving the piece of paper I need "Try talking, you might get some friends" I sighed.

I don't talk in front of people I don't know, I only talk when I need to whisper. I use sign language to those who understands and I also use pen and paper to try reaching out to others. I don't know why but when I see other people looking at me, waiting for my answer, I run out of words to say or I forget them.

I'm trying to focus and find my way when I bumped into a guy probably younger than me. I bowed not making any sound "Don't even say sorry" I just let that go.

I tugged his shirt, hoping he would answer my question. "What!" He asked annoyed, I was scared for the moment. I just showed him the paper "Uhm can't you speak?" I shook my head and smiled Duh I'm following rule number 1. "Just follow me".

I followed him in a room full of noisy students, I mentally face palmed. Who would have thought I would end up here? I asked myself looking as innocent as ever. As soon as we entered the room it became silent "Oh Jhope who is this chick?" He just glared at them then they stopped.

I bowed and wrote something in my pad "Oh.." they all looked at me and smiled or should I say smirk "You're not suppose to be here kid" I just looked at them confused.

I don't want to believe them but all students in here has records or known as the schools worst pupils. I am not that bad, I will know at the right time, I said making myself calm down. I wrote something again When will the teacher come? "They won't" My eyes just grew wide JINJJA?!?

I was seriously surprised at this, teachers skip this class for one damn reason. "I know you probably think we are so bad" I shook my head and balled my hands into fists "You are such a kiddy, you shouldn't really be here" Then the classroom door opened "I see new student is here".

I looked at the person then the students that talked with me hid me behind them. "She doesn't need your help, we will help her" The lady just looked at them in disappointment "I thought you would make me handle this Mr. Kim" He just smiled in a disrespectful manner "I want none of my classmates hurt again" What does he mean?

School was done and I had to go to the principal to tell her what probably happened in that classroom. I opened the door and saw six guys sitting there while using their phones.

I went in without hesitating "Oh what are you doing here?" It was the guy a while ago "She's with me" The principal said "Follow me" I did.

She just locked the door and made sure it was sound proof. "So what do you think?" I shook my head "That was one scary encounter and poor them, they don't receive proper education" I blurted out making her smile "I see you already met my nephew" I looked at her confused "I'm sure you won't tell me who he is" She smiled "You already know it" I face palmed.

I just need to finish the mission then I'm done in this place called school. I hate it when people tell me to keep the mission for one damn thing You're a kid, stop messing with us. "Ji An please look into it like promised" I nodded "Why would I be here if I won't do that" She smiled warmly "Thank you".

It was the first time I received a thank you from a client. I do hear congratulations but I never heard the words thank you. "No need to thank me because you will regret taking me" She shook her head "I know you're a good kid" I shook my head then remembered my past.

It wasn't that bad talking to her about life but I never told her my gravest sin. "Oh annyeong" A small guy approached me "Tae told me about you awhile ago" Who's Tae "Oh Tae is that guy" He pointed to the guy that talked to me this morning. I nodded, bowed and walked away "Wait just a minute" I gave him a intriguing look.

"You really look familiar, did I see you somewhere?" I looked at him in many angles but I don't seem to recognize him. I wrote something using my pen and paper "Oh I see.." I saw sadness in his eyes and also regret What is it about him that makes me think?

I went home walking alone actually, I have no home to go to so Ms. Principal just made me stay at her home. I went in using the keys she gave me just weeks ago.

"Oh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOONA!!" This kid when will he learn not to shout louder than my dad. "What is it?" I asked in an annoyed tone "Noona your birthday is almost up" I just rolled my eyes "I don't care about my birthday, I hate that day" He pouted "But I want you to have a birthday party" I shook my head in disagreement.

I rarely celebrate my birthday, I only do so if someone greets me either in school or at work. I doubt it, no one would know it's my birthday the day after tomorrow. "Noona you'll be 20 right?" I nodded my head "I regret living" I mumbled under my breath.

I hate the day I was born;I hate my parents;I hate my siblings;I hate my life;I hate everything that made me, me. I lied down and tried to stop my breathing, I needed some space for later.

"Ji An-ah!" I heard someone shout, I went down realizing I fell asleep. I smelled something delicious but who would cook. I have no one left to take care of me.

I saw the person who took me in smiling warmly while I go down. "I should have done this" I said making her laugh "Ani, I want to do it because I'm happy I will have a daughter for the mean time" Daughter? What a weird word.

I sat there looking at all the food It doesn't look like dinner and I 'm allergic to some of them. I don't want to say them so I just blurted them all in my mind. I skipped the seafood and just ate what I'm not allergic at "Why don't you try this?" I just smiled "It's not that I don't like them but I'm allergic to anything coming from the sea" She looked at me gloomily "I didn't know.." I just smiled "At least now you know, thanks Miss-" She cut me "For now call me Eomma" Eomma? Weird.

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