Zayn.
"You're confusing me" Niall said quietly
"How?"
"You tell me you love me and then you say that it's not right" Niall whispered "you said to me you'd never let me go and now... You're telling me you won't stay"
"It's not right that I love someone in a relationship" I nodded "and it's not right for me to encourage an affair either. I do love you, I don't want to let you go but I have to"
"No you don't"
"Why won't you just dump Harry?" I asked "it's a simple thing to do"
"Harry is my image"
"What?"
"Do you know how bad it would make me look, if I were to dump Harry and end up with you a few days later?" He asked
"Do you have any idea how bad it would look if people found out you were cheating on Harry?" I added "or if you end up breaking up because of me and everybody finds out?"
"You told me you loved me"
"And I do"
"You told me you wouldn't let me go" Niall added
"I have to if you're in a relationship Niall"
"No, you don't"
"Even if I agreed to this" I sighed "how are we going to see each other? How am I supposed to take you anywhere without us both getting caught?"
"So you want me to break up with Harry?"
"Yes" I nodded "then we can-"
"I need you to prove to me that you'll love me" Niall cut me off "all I'm asking is that you sneak around with me for a couple of weeks and if I like what we're doing... I'll get rid of Harry"
"What?"
"It's just like that test we did in high school" Niall smiled "except, I'm going to see how much you love me"
"Fine" I nodded "but only for a fee weeks"
"Good" Niall smiled
"Can I kiss you?" I asked
Niall nodded, standing up and walking to the other side of his desk. He sat on the edge and I lifted him chin, meshing our lips together
"I won't let you do" I whispered "okay baby?"
"I know you won't"
"Do you still wear jean shorts?" I asked
"Sometimes"
"Good" I nodded "those were hot"
He chuckled, letting me kiss his lips again.
"You should really get back to work" Niall whispered
"I will" I nodded
"Come and see me after everybody has left" Niall smiled "then we can just... Do things"
I nodded, stumbling at the door. Niall laughed and I blushed, hurrying back to my desk
I just have to wait six hours before it gets dark. Only six, I need to work and then I can see Niall and I can take him over his desk... I hope
