• Cameron Dallas's younger sister • A Magcon Fanfiction • ON HOLD

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A week later

Amelia's POV •

Gilinsky hasn't said anything yet which is good I guess but, he isn't going to let it go that easily. He's got something on Hayes and I and he will not let it go that easily.

It's really early in the morning and I can't sleep. I go downstairs to the kitchen to get some food. As I enter the kitchen I see Hayes, Nash and Gilinsky. They all just stare at me. I can just tell something is up.

"Gilinsky you told him didn't you?" I say I'm an angry whisper. "Yes I mean I ha-" he begins. I guess I spoke too soon. "Why would you do that now he will tell Cam and that will be the end of our lives?" I question. "Amelia I won't tell Cam," says Nash. "Oh my God Thankyou so much Nash," I say in relief. "But," he says. "No don't hit me with the 'but'", I say.

"Whatever is going on between you and Hayes must stop immediately," he say. "Oh," I say looking at Hayes as hurt entered my eyes. "That's fine I mean we didn't have anything special anyway it was just going to be a hookup," says Hayes with no emotion. Nash flashes me a look of sorrow as Hayes' cold
Words sink in.

Betrayal suddenly invades my heart. I thought Hayes could be different until I realised he's not. He doesn't need me. He doesn't want me. He never felt anything towards me. I was just exactly why he said. A hookup. A name ticked off a list. All this time how was I so stupid. Thinking he cared when all I was to him was, bragging rights. One of the many girls he could tell his friends he got off with so, they could pat him on the back and congratulate him on using people who fell into his trap. How idiotic could I possibly be? How did he manage to interweave himself into my heart so effortlessly with his false words of comfort? And this is a impeccable example of why you shouldn't let people in, because as soon as you let down those sturdy walls of protection, they attack. Destroying any trace of emotion or ability to trust you have left. Then leave immediately avoiding facing any slight complications this may cause them. Because they are cowards. Unable to take responsibility. Unable to accept any hurt they have ruthlessly caused. Leaving you to clear up any mess they have caused due to their selfishness. Refusing to attempt to fix any damage caused.

"Amelia are you okay?" Asked Gilinsky. I look over to see Hayes just on his phone. "I'm fine." I say before leaving the room and slamming the door behind me.

Feeling unwanted is the worse. Especially when you feel unwanted by the person you want the most.

Shitt this part was deeper than expected😂😶. I hope you enjoy it nevertheless😉. The other day I way talking to this girl and she told me she is the biggest "The 1975" fan going. So I ask her for her favourite song and it was "chocolate" and that's not bad but, it was the only song she knew by them. Like biggest fan who?🤔 Also he said she loves "MATT Healy" like tf it's "Matty" bitch.💁🏼😒 Enough of my pointless angry fangirl rant and anyways, goodnightt😋💜💜