heavydirtysoul [rants]

i just

i'm trying so hard not to text him but it's hard yanno.

all it takes are two sinple letters to get a conversation started.

but then again all it takes is a simple sentence to bring everything i've built down.

three simple words.

but it's hard not to text him. i just want to know how he's doing. how much better his life is without me. i don't even matter to him but to me he means a lot.

i shouldn't text him but i feel compelled to.