Goodbye For now

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I got up to see killian making breakfast. " Morning Kills!" I yelled so he could hear me. 

" Morning Swan!" He yelled back, He was so cute sometimes. I got up and saw i was in my pj's.

" Jules i changed you into your pj's, And no i didn't look," I let out a breath i didn't know i was holding," a lot." I went over to him and playfully smacked his arm. I sat up on the counter as he finished making the omelet. 

" Killy you didn't need to do that." 

" I know but i want you to have a awesome breakfast before you go back to your house." He started to eat when he stopped again," KIlly?" 

" Sorry but i haven't called you that since 8th grade, i thought maybe use it again." I finished eating and got dressed.

" come on swan i'll take you back." He took his keys out of the basket and we left. I checked my phone 13 missed calls form matt. And 5 texts. 

I couldn't say i loved him back because i don't even know my feelings right now

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I couldn't say i loved him back because i don't even know my feelings right now.We got to my house and killian ran to my door to open it. I got out and saw matt in the doorway.

" Call me if anything okay." He brought me in for a tight hug and i returned the tightness. 

" of course, bye killy" I smirked. He laughed and went into his car and waved before he backed out of my drive way and left. I walked up the steps and once inside he hugged me but i didn't hug back.he let go and i walked up the steps to put everything i brought away saying nothing as he yelled at  me.

" How many times do i have to say i'm sorry?!" I ignored him, and started to put everything away. I put sweat pants on with my University Of Maine sweat shirt on. I went back downstairs to see him on one knee. I stopped in my tracks.

"  Juliana I love you more than i ever loved anyone, I was going to save this for christmas at your parents but now just seemed the best time to." I was frozen as he kept on." Juliana Swan, Will you make me the happiest guy alive and Marry Me?" He held up a simple ring with a emerald in the middle:

" Juliana Swan, Will you make me the happiest guy alive and Marry Me?" He held up a simple ring with a emerald in the middle:

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I stood there on the steps, Frozen. I didn't know what to do. I ran back up the steps and locked myself in the bathroom. How could he expect me to make a commitment when we just had a fight? I took a bunch of deep breaths and opened the door to find him there on the top of the steps.

" Matt, I can't marry you. I'm sorry." I went to my room and called Killian. He picked up immediately. 

" Swan What is it?" He sounded worried. 

" Kills I'm coming over again this time for a couple of days." 

" okay thats fine, Wait why? What happened?"

" I'll explain when i get there."

"Okay see you when you get here Jules.Bye"

"Bye". I packed a bag full of sweat pants, jeans and t-shirts. Then i grabbed my charger, phone, Toothbrush,  And my red leather jacket. I walked out with my Duffle bag and Matt stopped me before i could grab my keys.

"Where are you going?" 

" A friends house, I need time." He moved out the way and  i grabbed my keys. I opened the door and he came to say goodbye. 

" Bye Jules I will always love you remember that okay." He kissed my cheek.

" Goodbye For Now." I walked out the door and got in my car and drove off. Once i got to killians apartment, I stayed in my car for a few minutes process everything that is happening. I got my bags and went up to killians apartment, I heard him yelling at someone. 

" Neal leave she going to be here any minute and i don't want you here! Its already bad that your my brother,Now go!" He opened the door to find me there." Jules, hey." 

" Juliana Nice to see you again." Neal walked pass me giving me a wink then leaving.

" Sorry 'bout him love." I walked in he took my bag again throwing my bag on the bed and then sat next to me on the couch. " You want anything to drink or eat." He looked at me and pulled me into a hug, I tell you he knows me better than everyone. Before i knew it i was asleep again in his arms and he was asleep to with me. I really did love him, More than anyone.

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