Once upon a Christmas

I love you

Killian POV
She's so beautiful when she sleeps and it's funny she always falls asleep on me. I carefully pick her up not trying to wake her up and put her on the bed. Then I see her phone go off. Matt. It's reads :  3:45 pm
M- Jules can we meet up
J- sure how about tomorrow at 1:00
M- perfect
2:34 am
M- I'm thinking of you  if your still up I still love you so much and I want you back I need you back. Please leave wherever you are and come back.
She can't leave. She has to know I love her. But it's too early for that. What if I say it and she pushes me away? Why does everything have to be so difficult? I see her stir in her sleep and I quickly delete the messages and put her phone back. I the got into bed and she immediately snuggled up to me and put her arms around me and I did the same to her.

Juliana POV
I wake up to the smell of Killian. I'm laying on his chest. I get off and lay beside him watching his chest rise and fall with every breath he takes. I wonder if he feels the same way about me that I feel about him. Wait what time is it? 11:00. Okay I still have time. I lick up my phone and text him: 11:01 am
J- where are we going to meet up ??
M- how's the Jolly Roger ?
J- perfect and Charles can help us out with drinks.
The Jolly Roger was the bar that killians brother owns. And Charles was always nice to me. The Killian began to stir in his sleep.
"Morning luv" I kissed him
" morning sleepy head, how are you?" I got off him and he sat up.
" I'm amazing. So how about we visit my brother today and go to his bar. "
" sure I'm going there anyway. " please don't ask please don't ask.
" okay great well get dressed and we'll leave at one. " he got up and went to the kitchen. Thank goodness he didn't ask that wouldn't have been pretty. I got up and got clothes and went to the bathroom to got ready for the wild day I was about to have.
2 hours pass
" Killian time to go. " I yelled as he gets out of the shower finally.
" sorry luv but I want to look good for me brother you know. " he gave me a kiss on the cheek and got his keys , then opened the door. " ladies first. " I walked through.
" such a gentleman. " I giggled.
" always. " he whispered in my ear. We walked down the block to the bar. I immediately saw Matt sitting at the bar. Killian saw him too. His jaw clenched as his knuckles turned white.
" Killian it's okay calm down. I was supposed to meet him here. He won't do anything to me. I'm with you, okay. " I gave him a feather kiss on his lips and a smile was brought to his face.  He took my hand in his as we walked in his brother immediately saw us.
" Killian little brother and his juliana what a pleasure to see you both. " he came out of behind the bar to give us a hug. " how have you two been? Anything interesting going on?" He said as he made his way back behind the bar.
" no and it's younger brother im not a little lad anymore. " Charles chuckled.
" you'll always be to me.  So what can I get you and the lady?" This time I spoke up.
"Rum please. And I think the same for Killian. " he nodded and kissed my cheek as he sat down.  We got our drinks and I went to sit by Matt.
" hey. "
"Hi how have you been? Where have you been? Are you safe? " he was definitely worried.
" I'm fine I've been with Killian and of course I'm safe. " I left out saying I'm with the person I love cause that would make everything go bad. "how have you been?"
" good missing you. " he scooted closer to me and I moved farther away. " come on babe come home with me. Let's make things work. " he tried to put his arm around me. He was drunk already.
" no Matt your drinking to much. Leave me alone. " Matt kept trying to put his arms around me.  Then I Heard Killian behind me.
" the lady said stop.  Bugger off now."
" fine but watch Jules you'll be coming back to me. " he said then left.
" are you alright? "
" yeah I'm fine but can we go. "
" of course. " he took my hand in his and we left. It took us about five minutes to get back to the apartment. I got there and say on couch to see what was on tv. I saw Aladdin and frozen and tangled, and then I saw Peter Pan.  I immediately clicked on it and started to watch it and I sand every song word for word while Killian started to make lunch. I think it's burgers but whatever he makes he knows what I like so I don't worry. I got to my favorite song and I got up and started dancing

" Jules your obsession with this movie is funny. " I stuck my younger out at him and kept dancing bringing him in it too. We kept dancing till the part stopped and I pointed at Captain Hook.
" look Killian it's you when you dressed up as him in 7th grade. Remember I was a girl pirate and you were Captain Hook. " I said as I laughed at the memory.
" yeah but I looked better than that."
" well yeah of course and that's one of the reasons I love you. " oh crap. I said it. I'm so stupid. I looked at him and he had a smile on his face.
" you love me ?"  I walked over to him. 
" yes of course.  I love you with all my heart and not just as a brother or friend this time. " he brought me into a hug.
" I love you too.  And the burgers are ready. "
" okay just let me put on Alice in wonderland or Harry Potter and the order of the Phoenix. " he pointed to my left hand that had the movie in it.
" Harry Potter definitely. "
" that's what I thought I just wanted to make sure. " he gave me my plate and sat down next to me as the movie started. We both hummed the iconic tune and watched the movie like it was our first time.