Love Bug - A One Direction Fan Fiction

Happy Birthday

It's been five days since Harry and I broke up and he seemed just fine. He was laughing, smiling, hanving a great time. Whilst me on the other hand was a mess, well the that's what Louis said. He said I wasn't me, I wasn't the sarcatic one, the one who would always laugh at or with Niall when he laughs. He also said that I am not dressing like I used to, I just dress in sweats and a hoodie all the time, I don't do my makeup anymore. None of that, I really have changed.

" I need to pee! " I yelled at the boys trying to get to the bathroom.

" Can't let you do that Char. " Niall said.

" Why not?! "

" Because it's to risky. " Louis said.

" I just have to pee god damn it! "

" No! "

" Lou! This is serious! "

" Well we don't want you to cut yourself! "

Did I forget to mention I started cutting myself? Well yes I did, after the night Harry and I broke up. I used to cut myself twice a day just to get rid of the pain of Harry. I did until Niall walked in on me 'cause I forgot to lock the door.

" I wont! "

" Then somebody has to go in there with her. " Zayn said.

" Where's the girls? " Louis asked.

" They went for a walk. " Liam said.

" Wait so you guys are saying that one of you guys have to go in there whilst I pee? "

" Yes ma'am. " Louis said.

" I think I'll wait then. " I said walking to the couch.

Liam sat next to me, " You should dress up today. "

" Why? "

" Because today, or tonight if you wanna be specific, you're meeting Harry's mum. Don't you wanna look nice? "

" I guess so, but what is the point for dressing up if you're trying to impress someone's mum if you're n-. " Liam inturruped me.

" Just dress nice. "

" Fine. "

" Oh and Char, " Liam said getting off the couch, " Happy birhday. "

I had totally forgot it was my birthday with the break up in my head and all that shit.

I smiled, " How did you know? "

 " Harry. When you two were going out he took everyones' phone and marked it on the calander. "

" Oh... "

Liam walked to the back along with the other boys. Here was my chance to go pee. I ran to the door and locked it. The boys were banging on the door and telling me to get out.

" I would if you guys let me have my privacy! " I yelled back to them.

" Just turn on the sink and fucking pee! " I herd Niall's Irish accent from the other side of the door.

" Okay, but I would still know you're there listening! "

" Then just go pee and then come right back out. Okay?! "

" Yeah, sure. "

The boys left to go somehwere else in the bus whilst giving me some privacy. I turned on the sink and then sat on the toilet and peed. I washed my hands and then went through the draws to find my toothbrush but instead I found the blade. Looks like the boys forgot to throw it away. I looked at it and thought about it. I finally made my decision, to do it one last time, maybe.