Love Bug - A One Direction Fan Fiction

Bora Bora

After what happened I couldn't fall back to sleep. I just sat on the couch staring at the t.v whilst it played 'New Moon' when Bella was screaming in her sleep, I replayed that threw out the night, drinking some coffee. I had so many questions and yet so many feelings to let out. I decided to write Harry a letter since he didn't even bother to see what happened in the bathroom.

I doubt he would read it though, but why not give it a try.

" Harry, I just want to let you know that I'm sorry. Sorry for nothing except for something horrible. It happened whilst I was sleeping, I woke up in the middle of the night and had blood all over me. I lost the baby, and I hope you're happy now. Because I'm not, that was our child and I didn't want to lose it.

I thought maybe when it was born we could be a happy family, but I thought wrong. Way wrong. I'm not even sure if I still love you, not after what you said to me a few days ago. That really hurt, all you had to do was just call it off between us instead of telling me that you don't want me and that you don't need me, but we all no that's not true. You're just unhappy because you got caught cheating. So I just want you too know that I lost the baby and that I am leaving today in a few hours, to Bora Bora.

I will never forget you Harry because you are the only guy I have ever loved to Neverland and back. The only guy I almost had a baby with. The only guy that I broke up with because I just couldn't stand the hate from fans. The only guy that ever cheated on me. The only guy I truly loved.

Bye. "

I stood up and walked into Harry's room, he was sound asleep. I placed the letter on his side bed table under his phone. I glanced at him and he was twitching his eyes, guessing a bad dream.

I had finally got tired, I went into my room and lied down on my clean blood free bed and went into a deep sleep.

I guess watching that part in 'New Moon' had an effect on me, because that was exactly what I was doing. Screaming in my sleep, because I felt the same way. Just a hole in my heart that I lost the baby and Harry. The boys would take turns of coming in and calming me down until it was time to go.

" You ready? " Liam asked.

" Yep. " I said popping the 'p'.

"  Okay, let's go. " 

" Want to say your goodbyes to Harry? "

" I did, last night. He'll read it soon. "

" Read it? "

" Yeah, I wrote it down in a letter. "

" Then let's go, you have a plane to catch. "

We walked downstairs with my suitcases.

" Louis, Zayn! You coming or staying?! " Liam yelled up the stairs.

" Hold on, I have to fix my hair! " Zayn yelled back, " Okay, coming! "

" Louis?! "

" Yeah, and I'm right behind you. You don't need to yell. " Louis said eating a bowl of cereal.

" Oh, sorry. " Liam said as Zayn ran down the stairs.

" What about Nialler? " I asked.

" So now you want to talk to me? " Niall asked as he came out of his room.

" Yes, and I want more than that. I want you to come to the airport with us. "

" Okay, just let me grab my jumper. "