Secret Racer (on hold)

Chapter 7

*Brae's POV*

A dreamless sleep. Thank the lord!
When I woke up, I woke to see that I was in my own room and my own bed. Thank you Andy!

I wonder if they are home yet, which if they are, they have probably been told about my break down at school. Much to my dismay of course, who would want your older brothers knowing that you had a break down? Oh god! They are gonna want answers. Then I have to explain. Shoot me!

I stood up, hearing the crack of my back, I winced. I made my way to my shower, I felt disgusting, like I've been in these clothes for a days. I turned the shower up to the perfect heat, stripped my clothing but not before putting on music - I don't like the quiet when I'm showering it freaks me out and plus music and singing In the shower are the perfect mix - I hopped in the shower, placing my head on the tiles, I do my best thinking in the shower. I have to explain the whole breakdown to my brothers and Andy, but how? I can't exactly tell them I'm being bullied by Elijah's slutty girlfriend.
Oh hey Elijah, your girlfriends bullying me!
Not gonna happen, that is something I'd rather keep to myself, I don't want to burden my brothers more than I have to. I mean come on, I'm exactly the easiest person to live with; the nightmares, the non-existent attitude.

I lifted my head off the tiles when my favourite song came on through my bathroom speakers.
"I'm gonna pick up the pieces
And build a Lego house
When things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings
There's one thing on my mind, it's all for you
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got ya to keep me warm
And if you're broken I'll mend ya
And keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now" I continued the song until it was finished.

I washed my hair and body, I used my favourite body wash, lynx Africa shower gel, I love the smell of it.

I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around my body, a towel around my hair. I brushed my teeth and sprayed deodorant. I walked back into the comfort of my room, sitting on the edge of my queen sized bed, I sighed.

I am not looking forward to this talk, not one bit.

I got up and padded along into my closet, my wet feet making a window sucker sound as I walked into my closet to pick some comfy clothes, I hadn't even checked the time. I picked out some, kitty cat shorts and a 'I don't care' tank top, a comfy bra and briefs. I walked back into my room, locked my door, changed into my clothing.

My stomach growled, notifying me that I'm hungry, I looked at the alarm clock and it was 6:30pm. Wow I slept all day, whoo!
I guess they heard me coming down the stairs because they all walked out into the hallway as I Walked off the last step and headed into the kitchen, I stole a quick glance over my shoulder, they all looked worried and concerned.

Which once again was because of me. Why am I such a burden to people? I walked to the fridge and took out; cheese, ham, butter and tomato. I placed them on the counter, I grabbed a knife and bread, and started on my sandwich. I was rather thirsty so I grabbed a glass and poured me some milk.