Secret Racer (on hold)

Chapter 11

This chapter is going to  have a few POV changes, it might get confusing... sorry.
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Chapter 11

*Noah's POV* (Brae's and brother/the talk)

As soon as we got up the drive way from school, Brae was the first one out and you could just tell she didn't want to have this conversation but it's unavoidable.

We have got to have this conversation. I can't believe we haven't been seeing what's going on with her, Blake couldn't even tell and they the twin bond, I have the triplet bound my Womb siblings, it's weird. We can tell if we are feeling down, hurt, happy, sick etc. but for some reason he couldn't tell unless he did and didn't bring it up but there is nothing we can do about it now, I guess.

We walked through the door and the others came out into the hall to greet us. "Hey" We all greeted, there was one greeting missing and that was Brae's. "Where you going misses?" Adam said in a stern voice. "No where?" She said but it ended up being a question. "Yep exactly! get yo ass back in the living room" Adam said. Ha! the poor lass tried to escape. Their is no escaping your brothers! Hehe!

We all made our way into the living room and onto our seats. Brae was heading to her seat the far end of the couch but I pulled her onto my lap, she looked at me and kissed my cheek, I smiled back at her. Adam and Andy came into the living room. Sat down and everyone looked at Brae expectantly.

"Let's have this talk shall we" Adam cooed. Here we go!

"So what happened that you had a breakdown?" Adam questioned. "Erm.... I was thinking about mum and dad.... and what would have happened if died instead" She lied, we nodded our heads "nope, don't believe that, so what happened?" Miles stated. "what do you mean, that is what happened?" She said , "Brae you wouldn't have been upset like that, if you were just thinking about them" Andy said.

"That's what happened, I was at the toilets and I was thinking about them and I just got a little too upset" she said, why is she lying? "Brae you are lying, you are the worlds worst lier, so tell us what actually happened" Blake said. "I can't tell you, can we just move onto another question please?" She avoided the question, "fine, why do you think it's your fault?" Adam sighed, "because it was my fault" She stated, that was vague, "I... okay.... but why?" I wonder what Adam was gonna say. "If I didn't distract Dad, he wouldn't have turned around, we wouldn't have gone over the hood of the car, Mum and Dad would be alive, we would be a full family, not just part family" her eyes started watering, we were a little taken back, by this. I wonder how long she has been this way? "I should have died. They didn't deserve to die, they were good people, they had 11 other kids to look after." By now the tears were running off her cheeks "it was all my fault" she shouted as she got up and ran upstairs to her room.

What the hell! She shouldn't be the one that should've died. It's not her fault.
We were all sitting in the exact same spot as before she left. "I....I..." Elijah broke the silence, "how don't we see it?" Blake muttered. "That's not the whole story, there is something going on. But what?" Andy added, we all looked at each other and nodded. We knew to give her 10 minutes to herself and then go up.

*Blake's POV*

My twin.... I have no clue what's going on with her, I should know, thanks to my twin bond but I don't it's odd.
I can't believe she believes she should be dead instead of our parents. None of us think that, she is our little sister (literally considering she is the youngest). Our favourite girl in the world, the girl we will always love. Our Baby-girl. She doesn't realise how much happier our lives are with her in it. She can make us happy when we are upset & mad. She isn't even telling us the whole truth, what else is happening in your life That we don't know about, Brae?

*Elijah's POV*

My B-B.... I love Brae, she is the most import thing to me. Mess with my sister and you have to deal with 12 raging dudes (Andy included).
I can't believe it. She thinks that she should be the one that died instead that day when everything went to hell. Life wouldn't be the same without Brae, it would be boring, she doesn't realise just how much we need her, just as much she needs us. How didn't we notice what's been going on. That's no the full story tho. What is going on with you, Brae?

*Cole's POV*

We made her upset... oh god she is upstairs crying her eyes out because we made her talk about it. She shouldn't be keeping her feelings bottled up it isn't good for her, it's slowly breaking her, and we didn't even notice. We are terrible brothers.

I have a feeling that she isn't telling us the full story, why can't you tell us, Brae? What is going on through your head, B-B? She has been going through her days filled with guilt of something that wasn't her fault, it was no ones. An accident. A sad misfortune that took away our parents but left our sweet baby sister that is everything that we need or want. She is attractive (which is obvious thanks to the guys that wolf whistle at her at school! Ugh!) she is smart, kind, caring and loved by all her friends and family. She has her flaws but to us she is perfect and we wouldn't want anyone else as our little sister. When will you tell us your secret, little sister?

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Word count - 1017
Sorry about the short chapter.

I'm only gonna be updating on Mondays, Wednesdays & Saturdays.

Hope you're enjoying it so far! Thanks for reading.