I feel sick
Sick of myself
Sick of this hell
I put myself through
I lost my trust
Trust from you
Trust from myself
I'm at a loss
And if I had a wish, I'd wish for it all to come back
I'd go back in time
Back to a simpler prime
Stand in line
Bide my time
One day
Possibly
I could find the one.
I gambled it all,
Gambled it one one
And it didn't pan out
You didn't stand out
But it wasn't you
Never you
You didn't want it that way
Never rolled to left or the right
But its not your fault
Its mine
Everyone's telling game to
Not beat myself up but
Hating myself
Is the only way
I keep going on
My insecurities
Battle over me
I stand lifeless
While you are slowly disliking me
Never once did I
Ever wish for this to happen
But if I could I would,
Trust me I would,
Go back,
Back on the track
Never risk it
Play it safe..
But that didn't happen. Nope. And know, I shall fall
Let me go
Don't let them know
Because your too perfect and Amazing
To ever leave, whilst I am replaceable....
Let me go...
