my drawing

it hurts

It's hurts it hurts I'm crying because it hurts!?

I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of lieing
Yeah I'm smiling but inside me I'm dieing because of so many heart breaks and I'm trying to push through it for u guys but the memory of her just comes back and hunts me and the memory of redney my ex girlfriend comes back and stabs me in the back knowing she won't even talk to me knowing I told both of them we can be friends still and never talking to them knowing they didn't love me for being myself I trying to change for them but look were that got me.......Why don't them love me for me?

I'm sorry bros I'm a terrible person and I'll leave forever and never come back if that's what you want 😥😟😞😖😢😩😧😦