Love Is Patient

Confused and Intrigued

I'm in class thinking about Tyler and for some reason, I wonder how he would want somebody like me, someone like him could probably have anyone, why me? Weird. Or at least I thought it was.

So as everyone is walking in I'm thinking about if I should tell Marialis or should I keep it a secret, I tell her everything but this isn't my secret to tell so I am feeling a little conflicted.

He walks in and I suddenly have a flashback of last night and I accidentally moaned and thankfully only a few people heard, I mean I'm still embarrassed but still. So he sits next to me which is not his seat and he looks at me and smiles and looks forward.

So we are sitting in the back listening to the teacher and he runs his hand on my thigh and I was surprised that a closeted person was making that type of contact in public. So I'm just sitting there trying to shake him off without anyone turning around to prevent him from getting caught and me feeling bad.

So, me shaking him off is not working at all and I'm feeling aroused and stuff and he pulls away at that moment I was very confused. So I look at him and I see him looking back at me smiling. His cute smile that warmed the coldest day.

"What are you doing?" I whispered

"Nothing illegal." He says smiling at me

I face forward and I see that the teacher is writing down notes that I'm going to need on the board. I reach in my book bag to get a pencil and I see it. A bulge in his pants. Nothing small about that package.

"Tyler. What. The. Hell." I whisper

"I can't control something like that." He says smirking

Please for the love of god not now. I'm trying to focus on school, not a man dingo. I'm about to go crazy. I get my pencil and start writing my notes down. I look over at him and he's actually paying attention to the teacher. So once I'm relieved I start to calm down and focus.

*Lunch*

I'm sitting down at the table with my friends thinking about Tyler. Could he really make me happy? Could we make each other happy? Sex? These thoughts pop up in my head since that night.

Mari and I had been talking about our plans for the weekend which is tomorrow. We said we would just hang out and go shopping and stuff. I wanted to stay in and watch movies that she was interested in cause I usually would grow to like it.

*End of school*

The bell rung and I was on my to the art room to see if I could work on the painting I was asked to do by the school. After I didn't see the art teacher I decided to go home, I saw a flier that said they were having an art exhibit later around 8. I think I might come to that.

I left the building walking to the parking lot where I had a great view of the football field,

"HEY! WAIT UP!" I seen Tyler, running across it to try to get to me

I thought about if I should keep walking or stay where I was, I made my choice to stay and wait. He ran up to me out of breath. He kissed me, out in the open.... he kissed me. He. Kissed. Me. I thought he was a closeted gay dude but I guess not.

"Do you want to hang out later? We have a game coming up and we have a practice that ends around the same time as the beginning of the art exhibit." He asked

"I don't know, I was planning on going to sleep when I got home and planned on leaving to go somewhere when I got up." I replied

"Oh, well I'll drive you home."

I hesitated, but I turned it down,

"No thanks, I really need time to think about things and I need to be alone."

"Things like us?"

"Things like.... everything."

"I don't understand"

"That's fine. I just want to walk home alone, it's not like it's dark outside."

"Okay well, I'll talk to you later."

We kissed and I walked away.

I was thinking about how I would love to be eating a bacon, egg, and cheese biscuit right now. That's my favorite food. I really wanted to go to sleep because I had an exhausting day. Got a few homework sheets to do and a lot on my mind.

What if I actually did give into this whole being with Tyler thing? I want to be happy, I want to be in a relationship, but I don't know if this is the time.

*Hours later*

I got dressed to go to the art thing since I would just be bored tonight, I was thinking about how he could drive but I remembered he was older than me and he only takes a class with me because he moved.

I start walking to the school and I'm hoping some of my friends are there because I don't want to be alone looking art that I might not even be interested in. Moments later I'm at the school and I walk to the art hall and see multiple people.

I see art work hanging on all the walls, standing up on podiums, from the ceiling. The art really wasn't that bad. I see a few people from my classes and from around and we had little mini conversations.

I got bored after about half of an hour and start to walk towards that basketball court in the gym to find Tyler to see if he was still here to also see what he had in mind of doing when we "hang out".

I walked around and couldn't find him so I walked all the way to the other side of the school to where the pools are. I walked around the pool with its blue glow due to the lights in the water. The shimmering of the water on the walls.

I took my shirt, shoes, pants off and underwear off and put my shorts back on and went into the pool. I felt great with the slight chilled water moving around me, making me feel at peace.

I pinch my nose and close my eyes and go under the water. I stay under for a few seconds then I went back up for air. I did it again and I thought I heard the door open when I was underneath the water, So I push up from the water and I try to wipe my face. I try to look around to see if anyone was In but my eyes were still blurry and had water in them.

After convincing myself I was alone. I went back under, I felt the water swoosh from behind me giving a little gentle pushing motion. I lift up and turn around and I see Tyler wearing shorts and no shirt or shoes, I turn away from him cause I felt strange with him being in there with me.

"What are you doing here?" I asked

He's directly behind me and I feel him touching me, and kissing my neck, Not here, not now. I turn to face him and I hop up on him and I started kissing him very intensely. The water splashing with every movement of our bodies.

Him gripping me in his hands felt amazing, and then we went underneath. I didn't even hold my nose as I didn't realize we were going under. I keep kissing him and the chilled water surrounding us made us feel more euphoric then usual. We go up for air and look at each other.

"Woah." I say

"I know." He replies

We got out the water and ran to get our stuff and leave. We ran to the parking lot and to his car laughing. We stopped to take a breath and we looked at each other but he looked at me like he wanted to ravish me and he kissed me again.

After that we got in his car which was on the side we were on where nobody was. As we dropped our clothes on the ground we kissed each other with such lust, and as soon as we got in that car, lust took control.