Dear diary; Today I saw him. I think he looked at me… But I’m not sure. It’s really hard for me to say but I think I’m falling in love with him… And I never use the word ‘love’ I hate it. But he makes me feel special. His name is Louis, even when I just think of his name it chills just to think of his name…
It’s getting late now dairy I need sleep. Goodnight.
-Harry
Let me get this straight, ‘cause I am not. I’m Harry; I’m a student living in England. I got curly hair and green eyes. Yes I am gay, wow such a crime. Since “I came out of the closest” some people is bullying me. I hate them. I’m gay and proud. My school is very religious, so I guess I'm just lucky to be here.
Louis… He’s bisexual, hopefully I got a chance but I know he won’t like me. I don’t even like myself, how should he like me then? We have math together we sit beside each other. When he touches me I get this feeling in my body. It’s the best feeling I ever had. The other day he said hi to me and I blushed. It was so bad. Why couldn’t I hide my feelings a bit better? I was so embarrassed.
Today I'm having math, me sitting beside Louis. The thought gave me pills, again.
I had to go to the bathroom first. I was about to wash my hands but someone walked into me "oops" I said. "Hi" I said. It was Louis. "I'm sorry" I said after a bit time, he just looked at me and smiled. "Haven't I seen you before?" He said, "Umm we have math together," I slowly said. "See you in math" he said and walked away. I just stood there. I am frozen. He talked to me and touched me. I'm so happy, overwhelmed.
I got into math with a smile on my lip. I pulled out my chair, Louis smiled at me. I thought I was dreaming but no this is real. The period was too short I finally asked Louis for help but the bell ringed he said something but I didn't get it, "sorry what Louis?" I asked. "I could be your tutor? If you want of course," he said, he seemed shy. I look at the ground and looked up he was blushing. "I would love you to be my tutor," I said nervous. "At your place or my place?" I asked afterword, "My mom isn't home today. Would you like to… come home to me after school?" Louis said he voice cracked, why? "Um why not?" I said so I wasn't flipping out. Louis William Tomlinson just asked me, me Harry Edward Styles out or well at his place. I can't wait!
The rest of the day was so boring and slow. I was done with all my homework so what should I do? I had my dairy with me and started to write down.
Dear diary
Today I asked Louis for help, the bell rang so he could not answer my question. So he offered to me my tutor, I'm going at his place today. I'm so scared that I'll do something wrong or say anything wrong. I...
"Mr. Styles?" My teacher interrupted me.
"Yes miss?"
"What are you doing?" She asked
"I'm done with my homework so I write notes for… umm… next lesson" I hesitated
She looked at me with her I-am-watching-you look. God I hated her.
The school-bell started ringing. The hallway was already filled up by the crowd. I looked after Louis. He was standing nearby his locker. I think he looked after me. I went to him. He didn't notice me.
"Hey Louis!" I yelled
"Hey Harry are you ready to go?" He looked at me with his perfect blue eyes, I nod.
We walked and walked and walked and finally we were at Louis place.
"Ready to go in curly?" He said with a smirk. I nod again, god I was shy.
