the worst that can happen to me

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Deanna pov:
Omg!!! My girl has blood going down the seats. I'm so scared she's going to lose the baby, or already did. I looked at tasha and she was driving and crying all at once. We were all scared. India was holding brielle's hand and sydney was helping her breathe and stay calm. "I'm going to call jacob, I know you don't want me to bri but right now he needs to meet us at the hospital" I told bri. She couldn't talk cause she was in alot of pain. I dialed Jacobs number right away. Maybe if he wasn't dancing with that girl, bri would probably be okay.

     "Hello" Jacob said as if he was down or crying. "Jacob get to the hospital, bri is in alot of pain and she Is not looking good" "okay I'm on my way" we hung up and I started crying tok, we just hope this baby survives through this.

Jacob pov:
I called the guys and we all rushed to the hospital. Damn all I can do is blame myself and cry. How could I let Ana do that to me, damn I fucked up bad. I was so scared right now. I hope my baby and bri are okay. The guys were silent but worried.

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We arrived at the hospital and we ran inside and asked for brielle perez. She told us where to go. We went and seen all the girls in her room. We walked in and the doctors told us to wait in the waiting room. Bri was hooked up to breathing machines!!! What did I do? We were all crying and just waiting patiently.

A hour later.....

The doctor came in and we all stood up. "Hi guys. Um bri will be just fine. She's off the breathing machine and she's up. But the baby is gone." We all cried harder. "Can we go see her" "yes" we all went in her room. She was crying. I ran over to her. "Baby I'm sorry, I love you so much, I didn't mean to do that to you tonight. I made a mistake. Please forgive me." She wiped her face and looked at everyone and then me and said. "Jacob, I just need time to think okay. We're still together but you better get rid of that number that hoe gave you." I gave her a hug and kissed her cheek. Threw away the number and felt a smack on the back of my head. It was deanna. "Ouch okay I said I was sorry" " I rubber my afro. That shit hurted. "Yea you know you deserved that. Don't ever let a hoe come in between you two" Deanna said. We all talked and chilled with bri. Everyone left and it was just us there. I told my mom what all happened and she yelled at me and then got off the phone. I slept at the hospital with bri. We just fell asleep holding hands. This has been a horrible ass day. I'm exhausted.

The next day....
(the song up top explains how she feels about her husband no matter what)

Brielle pov:
I woke up and jacob was looking at me crying. He knew he messed up but I don't blame him for my miscarriage. I was excited for my baby but hey, God does everything for a reason. So my baby girl is with his.  "Why are you crying jacob? We're still married, everything is okay." He wiped his tears. "I'm okay. Just Blame myself for all of this happening. That girl was a girl who started liking me when you were in Atlanta but I turned her down. I can't do that to you. And my stupid ass danced with her yesterday. And I hurt you" "Jacob baby. It was just dancing. I've done worst to you so please just stop. It's okay. Like I said everything happens for a reason and I'm not the type to blame anyone from something this serious. My baby is in a better place and I would have loved to know what she looked like, yea, but maybe I didn't need anymore kids. I'm going to now focus on my modeling again and take good care of my two twins. I know there going to be sad but they will eventually be okay. We will all get through this together as a family. I love jacob and my kids and nothing is going to ever tear us apart. I messed up worse then jacob and all of this so if jacob is still here were meant to be. I can't leave him over that petty stuff.

A week later....

Jacob pov:
The kids were sad. But they knew there little sister was in heaven with God now. There doing really good in school still and brielle is okay. She is actually starting her modeling back up again. I am so proud of her and everything in general is going good. I'm so happy she forgave me and I got rid of that number because it was stupid and petty, plus she wasn't worth our marriage after all this time. Nothing will ever come between me and my family. I still feel bad about this happening simply because years ago I remember when me and brielle didn't get along because I cheated on her with Diggy Simmons cousin and we just thought we would never be back together again after that. So I'm happy we are married and can work stuff out. I know she cheated on me with a few men in this marriage but I forgave her for all that and that's why I'm happy she went to Atlanta and got help and changed her ways. I'm still sad we lost our baby but maybe God was trying to tell us something. Maybe bri wasn't ready for another baby. I did rush her into anyway. We have our twins who are about to be 6 years old and are going to 1st grade. So we can just focus on them. Everything is going to be okay.

4 months later......

Brielle pov:
So for the past 4 months me and Jacob have been really focused on briana and junior. There 6th birthday is coming up and we are about to start planning it. Jacob is still succeeding at his company called los Angeles times company. His employees write columns all over los angeles. He's doing extremely great. I'm officially back modeling with India sometimes be she is now modeling on her own and so am I. Her and ray and doing great and she's pregnant and still modeling. Tasha and deanna are still single but talk to girls still. Craig is still with his girlfriend nala and chres still talking to this female named desiree. She's cool so far.

Today me and Jacob are throwing a barbecue at Moma Theresa house. So we invited all of our friends and family. We had steaks, hamburgers, hotdogs, chicken, corn on the cob, baked beans, potato salad, chips, juice, pop, and alcohol. We had all the kids playing in the pool, trampoline and swing sets. It was fun. My mom, Moma theresa, ray, chres, and craigs mom's were here too. Also me, jacob, ray, india, sydney, jawan harris, craig, nala, chres, desiree, tasha, and deanna were all having fun on this hot, sunny day.

Chres pov:
I have never felt this way for anyone else accept brielle.  It's love right or lust? Me and desiree have been talking for about 5 months now and she is really good. She makes me feel very special in a way that I can't explain. I really want to make her mine finally. We been on alot of dates, she knows my family and I know all of hers. My family loves her and her loves me too. We have gotten very close over 5 months and I think tonight is the night I'm going to ask her to be mine. I'm falling for her and I know she feels the same way about me too. I'm excited to make her mine. Finally I found the one I needed in my life.

That night......

Jacob pov:
The barbecue was fun. Everyone had a great time. No drama. I was at home relaxing with bri, watching tv, when my phone vibrated on the dresser. I leaned over and seen it was an anonymous caller text. It read:

("Hi, this is jane, Diggy cousin, you know the one you cheated on bri with?"  I sighed and looked over at bri, she was watching love and hip hop Hollywood. She was all into it. It seems like every time shit goes good it's someone trying to BREAK me and bri up. I think tommorow I'm going up to my phone store anonymous changing my number. Too many people know this number from the past and I don't want that anymore. I hope she's not back in l.a. I wanted to know so I texted her just to ask that question. "Um, ate you back in l.a. or are you still in canada?" "I'm in canada still, I'm not moving back there at all. I'm happy here and I have a boyfriend trying to settle down." I felt so relieved after seeing that message. I didn't want anything to do with her thou so I deleted the messages. I'm getting my number changed quick. I'm tired of this shit.

The rest of the night I just cuddled with my wife and we fell asleep.

Brielle pov:
I have this gut feeling that something terrifying is going to happen really soon I don't know why. But I keep having these dreams that someone is trying to hurt me or jacob. I'm scared. Really scared. I'll just keep it to myself, it's probably nothing.

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